My main ship will always be Jean and Marco but I also ship Jean with Eren.
Sorry for not updating I've been busy with school and so far it's been stressful. Hope you enjoy.
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I sit at a table with Eren, Mikasa, Armin, Connie, and Sasha. For the first time in a week I came out of my room. I feel into a deep depression when Marco died and I miss him deeply. Right now everyone is cracking jokes and laughing as if nothing happened and no one died on the last expedition.Sasha and Connie are making jokes and burning/roasting everyone, even themselves. Armin is showing Mikasa a book of the outside world and talking about how he wants to see the ocean. Last but not least Eren is listening to everyone while he has a soft smile on his face. As for me, I'm picking at my food while dozing off.
"Hey, horse face is the food not to your liking? If not we can always give you hay." I look up at Eren tiredly, "I'm not in the mood titan boy." We stare at each other a bit before Armin started talking again
Eren's P.O.V
I noticed that ever since Marco died, Jean fell into a deep depression in which he was stuck in. After a week we finally got him out of bed and into the Mess Hall. Mikasa, Armin, Connie, Sasha, Jean and I sit at a table. A smile spreads across my face as I see my friends be happy. As my eyes scan the table they fall on Jean who is poking his food, deep in thought.
Before I can think and stop myself the words slip out and instantly I regret them, "Hey, horse face is the food not to your liking? If not we can always give you hay." What. The. Fuck. Eren. He just lost his best friend. A soft voice breaks me from my thoughts, "I'm not in the mood titan boy." We stare into each other's eyes and I can see he is broken, Armin breaks our staring contest as he rambles on about the outside world.
In training I got partnered with Jean. My eyes scan his body to see he lost weight and looks weaker. We stare at each other and don't say anything. "Kirschtein, Yeager start training." (I apologize if I spelled their last names wrong)
Time skip (because I can and I'm lazy)
In the end Jean lost every round and instantly went to the boys shower room. I sneak from the Mess Hall to the boys shower room and walk in to hear crying and the shower.
Putting two and two together I peek in and see Jean, hugging his knees and sobbing into hs arms. A small sigh escapes my lips and I get naked and walk in quietly. I sit next to him and pull him into a hug which makes him jump in surprise. "E-eren what are y-you doing in here?" "Well I found you crying on the floor and decided to help you wash up. "He sniffled a bit as I helped him stand up and we together bathed in silence.
"Jean. I know you miss Marco and I bet he misses you but it's not okay to starve yourself and hide away from the world and your problems. You can mourn but this is to much, Marco wouldn't have wanted you to do this. He probably wants you to live as long as you can and as happily and hiding away from the world is the opposite. People in the Survey Corps love you and probably can't bare the thought of you dying."
"Why won't nobody try to comfort me then? Why does everyone ignore me when I'm broken? They know I need help so why do they get me out of bed just to ignore me?"
I sighed and grab his face making him look me in the eyes, "they don't know what to do or say. Nobody knows how to comfort you but we try our best. Somebody here love you to no end. They love your cocky remarks, your smile, your hair, your eyes, your pickup lines and funny jokes. That person wouldn't be able to live without you in their life. You are their motivation and the reason they get up every morning."
We stare at each other in silence and look at each other's lips. Slowly we move forward and our lips connect and it feels as if it was destined to be. We pull away and he smiles, "I love you Jean and have ever since I met you. I didn't know how to deal with my feelings and thought being gay was wrong. But when I kissed you and it felt so right. I'm sorry about everything." "I love you too Eren, will you be my boyfriend?" He asked blushing. "Yes but only if you'll be my girlfriend." He glares and I smile. We kiss again and pull away.
"We should get out before they send someone for us." Jean nods in agreement and turned the shower off wrapping a towel around his waist. As he walks out I grab his wrist, "Just remember that there is someone in the world that loves you." With that we got dressed and walked out hand in hand. "Now, how are we going to tell Mikasa?"
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