Cherish these moments - A Jai Brooks Fanfiction

Chapter 27

"The other night... with me and Olivia" I begin to confess, this is so hard for me, I hate talking about my past, it's like having a knife through my stomach. "Yes?" Jai answers trying to get me to carry on. "I got mad...because..." I stutter, choking on the words. "She brought up my ex boyfriend... Tyler" Shit, I've said it now, theirs no going back now. "Why does that matter?" Jai asks in confusion. here it goes...

"When I was younger, Tyler was my best friend, we did everything together and he meant so much to me, but overtime I began to grow feeling for him and it turn out he liked me back. When we was 15 we finally got together and I was the happiest I have ever been, he was the perfect boyfriend, we could talk about anything to each other and we always understood what we both meant, we was made for each other" I let out a sigh, in hesitation wether I should go on or not. "Aimee, what happened then?" Jai asked in desperation.

"After a while, Olivia began to hang around with me, Tyler and Charlotte, but me and Charl knew she liked Ty and I tried my best to get along with her but she always flirted with him constantly" I get interrupted. "So is that why you don't like her?" Jai questions. "No... see one day when we was all at Charlottes, I was with Charlotte upstairs while Olivia was downstairs, I was crying because I was scared Tyler was going to end up liking Olivia, but Charl assured me he loved me, that's when it happened" Tears well up in my eyes, Jai reaches out and grabs my hand. "When I sorted myself out I went downstairs to get some food with Charlotte, I walked through the living room to get to the kitchen where..." I take another deep breath trying to hold back my tears. "I found Olivia and Tyler kissing" A single tear streams down my face. "What! He cheated on you!" Jai raises his voice. "Well, it's complicated...but when I saw it they both pulled away and turned to face me and I just saw Olivia smirking, and like the other night I jumped at her and punched her square in the face, I just wanted to kill her then and there, but Tyler pulled me off, and with that Olivia ran out the door crying. Tyler tried to wrap his arms around me to comfort me but I pushed him away calling him a 'cheat' 'dickhead' and more, he was hurt alot, but not as much as I was, because overall I did still love him but at that moment, I hated him, He tried to explain but I wouldn't let him, I grabbed his arm and pushed him to the front door, I was sobbing at this point, the boy I loved was kissing a girl I hated, i pushed him out the door and screamed ' I fucking hate you' He didn't say anything and just walked backwards still facing me, but he walked back to far...and with in seconds ...he had been hit" I broke down crying, I can't believe I'm talking about this, I never discuss Tyler to anyone not even Charlotte. "He got hit by a car?" Jai asked looking upset. "Yes, I ran over to him but it was to late" I sob. "He was already dead, and it was all my fault" I cried into my hands, I deserve this pain. "It's not your fault Aimee, don't cry, he cheated on you, anyone would react like that" Jai said trying to console me whilst rubbing my back. "But that's the thing" I cry. "what?" Jai asks confused. "He didn't cheat on me" I cry out even more, I feel like my heart has sunk to my stomach. "But you caught him?" He says confused. "But I was wrong, A couple of weeks after I lost Tyler, Charlotte spoke to Olivia about it and Olivia confessed that she kissed him but he pushed her away but she threw herself at him, she said he didn't even kiss back, he was trying to get her off" I sob. "Charlotte obviously told me so I tried to kill Olivia, again, I went to her house and strangled her, but the thing was she denied that happening and was saying that he said he wanted her not me, but she told Charlotte another story" It feels like saying this I can breath better, knowing I've finally let it out after keeping it on for so long. "I loved him Jai, and I still do, and the last words I said to him was I hated him, I didn't mean it, I should've let him explain and none of this would have happened, I just want him back so much, I just need him to know that I love him, I always have and I always will, no matter what"

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