Wait...What? ✔️ Book 1

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Ive gone through and realized i made a mistake. Both Rusty and Nicole are in 10th grade since chapter7, not 9th grade.

I know a lot of the previous chapters have been sad and depressing. Hold on.

How about a good chappie for Nicole.

(AFewWeeksAfterLastChapter)

Nicolepov

I now have even more scars.
Ones on my back.
Ones on my legs.
Ones on my wrists.
Ones on my ankles.

Ones on my wolf. Nyx had submitted. I was a Dominate mate, but she submitted. We needed help.

My new guardian Luke (cause i like using this name 4 abusive assholes) often makes me go shopping for him.

I put on my bracelets to hide the scars on my wrist. There were only 3, from the first time.
I use my ankles now.

I took out my pen.
Life means nothing

I smiled softly when aqua writing appeared.
There is beauty everywhere u just need to know where to look

I closed the door behind me.
I walked down the street to the store.
I looked up to see someone passing by. Nyx perked up a little.

I tripped on nothing.
Curse my clumsiness.

I waited for the impact from the ground.
It never came.

I opened my eyes to see gray ones.

I blushed. The person who caught me was the girl that was walking by.

"Hey are you ok?"

I loved her voice. Nyx purred in agreement.

My eyes strayed to her left arm.
She had long sleeves on.

"Im ok. Thanks for the help"
I couldn't help but whisper.

She gasped.
My head snapped up.
Nyx at attention.
She was looking at my arm.
I could feel my tears budding.
She put her hands on my shoulders.

She moved them to my waist.
I shivered.
She froze.
She looked me in the eye.
"My name is Rachel, but call me Rusty."
I looked up at her.
Her hands still on my waist.
I knew I should pull away.
But Nyx had submitted, I couldn't resist if I tried.
"Name's Nicole"
My voice whispered.

I smiled.
I haven't had a true smile in forever.
Her hands flexed on my waist.
I snapped back to attention.
Nyx was cautious.
I stared at her.
I took a chance.
I took the black pen out of my pocket.
Underneath my soulmates message I wrote:
I found lifes beauty

I looked up to see a smile.
I pushed up her left sleeve.
Smiled at the words I saw.
I found lifes beauty

Her hands flexed again on my waist unsure of what to do.
Nyx now realized Mate.
I returned my attention to my soulmates face.

I smiled again.
She smiled back.

My damaged wolf could be healed.

I wrapped my arms around her neck.
She smiled. I've already fallen.
Nyx was in wonder.
She tightened her grip on my waist.
She let go. Sliding her hands to my hips.
She looped her fingers through my belt loops.
I hesitated.
Nyx wanted it.
She stopped, letting me choose.
We were inches apart.
I knotted my fingers in her hair, tugging gently.
She pulled me closer.
She leaned down and whispered in my ear. "I'm glad I found you"
She kissed the corner of my jaw.
I shivered. Nyx purred out of pleasure.
She smirked at my actions.
She moved so I could see her face.
I gasped.

Her eyes.
They were full of unconditional love.
Nyx was in shock How can anyone love us?
Tears started streaking my cheeks.
I couldn't believe all the love she felt was for us.
"I already love you"
I could feel her breath on my lips.
Nyx took control of my actions.
My Dominate side was back.
Our fingers into her hair.
Pulling her closer, we crashed our lips to hers.
Her lips were warm and slightly chapped against ours.

She licked our bottom lip, asking for entrance.
I hesitated, but Nyx went for it.
Opening our mouth allowing her access.
She explored our mouth.
She started rubbing her hands up and down our sides.
I involuntarily moaned into the kiss.
Nyx was purring.
Her hands continued rubbing my sides. The kiss broke off.

She brushed one of my recent wounds.
I hissed in pain. Nyx whimpered.

She stopped what she was doing.
Shock written across her face.
I flushed red.

Then I remembered.

"Luke, shit"
Nyx panicked We cant tell him
Her eyes widened.

"Who's Luke?!"

I hesitated.
More tears.
This time belonging to both of us.

"M-my adoptive f-father"
I whispered. Broken.
We arent broken Nicole. Just bent

I met a confused gaze.

"I'm supposed to be buying groceries"
I faltered. Nyx stiffened.
Should I tell her.

Her gaze softened.
"It's ok I'll go with you"

I smiled up at her.
Nyx memorizing her face.

Silent tears.
Horrible secrets. 
Ugly scars.
Disastrous thoughts.

Hopefully it will all end now.

She took my hand.
We walked.
I hope I won't be late coming back.

Boom. Nicole's happy. For now. Again im sorry for the depressing chapters. But was it worth it?

Sorry if i got a little erm... carried away with the meeting scene 😂

The next chapter will be this one, but in Rusty's pov.

I really enjoyed writing this chapter

See ya 'round peeples
•Blu