Think about the Mail! (Camren)

Chapter 13

            

Lauren sat on the small stool in the girl's change room she was mortified and incredibly angry at her girlfriend. She doesn't even think there was a time when she was angrier with her then she is right now. Not only did she completely humiliate her in front of their friends and two teachers but it was also the fact that Camila would think that Lauren would cheat on her.

"Lauren?" Ally spoke as she came into the room and sat next to her friend.

Lauren turned away from Ally unable to look at her.

"Please just leave me alone Ally I can't handle any jokes at my expense right now." She mumbled.

"I'm not here to joke. I wanted to see if you were ok." She softly replied.

"I'm not."

"I don't think she meant to do that to you. You know how Camila gets sometimes."

"She told everyone everything! How can I face any of you now?" She yelled as she got up and paced the room.

"I had a sex dream about Barbra Streisand once." The short girl blurted out to which Lauren just looked at her in shock.

"Why are you telling me this?" Lauren asked still not believing her friend

"Well now you know something embarrassing about me, I know it's not the same as what you went through but now you're not the only one who is embarrassed." Ally informed her.

Lauren softly smiled. "Thanks Ally." She sat back down next to her friend as a comfortable silence fell over the two. Until Lauren started to giggle.

"What?" Ally asked

"It's just, Barbra Streisand? I mean I can understand Camila having a sex dream about her and maybe even Dave but you?" She giggled, Ally just laughed and began to blush.

"Shut up! At least I don't have a closet full of Playboys!"

Both girls dissolved into fits of laughter.

The Next Day

After Lauren and Ally calmed down they got out of their costumes and headed home for the day. Camila had left her a note in her locker telling she was sorry but Lauren just ignored it as well as the many texts and phone calls from the diva.

Lauren wanted to just not go to Glee today after everything that came out yesterday she was not looking forward to the stares and the whispers and the laughter. She was tempted to just not go at all. She spent the whole day avoiding everyone from Glee as much as she could. If it weren't for the fact that they had to practice the musical she wouldn't go but they were scheduled to rehearse the Time Warp and she had her solo to do.

Lauren hesitantly walked into the choir room and headed straight for her seat not looking at anyone. Camila was disappointed that Lauren didn't sit next to her or even acknowledge her. But before anyone could say or do anything Mr. Brown came running into the room and got everybody up and ready to sing.

Lauren was distracted she could feel everyone's eyes on her, judging her and mocking her it was worse than when she was pregnant. Of course, this was all just in her mind. Because of her paranoia she wasn't performing at her best.

"Ok guys I'm going stop you there someone is missing the cue can we run from the top again."

He counted the music in and they sang.

"Wait, wait, wait Lauren you're coming too early."

Lauren's checks turned bright red while the rest of the group couldn't help but giggle.

Realising what he said he tried again.

"I-I mean you're coming too fast." He stuttered and again they sniggered.

"No wait I mean you just need to hold on a bit longer." He should just stop.

"That's what she said." Normani snickered and everyone couldn't hold in the laughter Lauren was the colour of a tomato now and Camila could have died from second-hand embarrassment she tried glaring at her team mates to stop them from laughing at her girlfriend but that did nothing.

"Lauren" Mr. Brown stated but she ran out of the choir room before he could finish.

Once she was gone Mr. Brown looked a little annoyed at his group of students and once the laughter died down he let them know it.

"That was really uncalled for guys. I'm really disappointed in your behaviour right now, that wasn't fair to Lauren. How would you all like it if your personal life was gossiped about by your friends, and then to be laughed at? Didn't she get enough of that when she was pregnant?"

They all looked down a little ashamed, Camila got up.

"I need to go after her Mr. Brown." And without waiting for a reply Camila left the choir room to find Lauren.

Lauren sat on the hood of Normani's car, she had forgotten that she came to school with the brunette that day and was pissed that she couldn't give go home and escape.

Camila spotted Lauren sitting on the car; she took a deep breath and headed over there.

"Hey Lauren. Can we talk?"

Lauren just glared at her but didn't respond and didn't run away so Camila took that as a good enough sign to continue.

"I'm really sorry about yesterday I don't know why I said all those things especially in front of everyone. I had no right to humiliate you like that. I was just a little shaken up when I thought that you and Normani had... I'm sorry."

"It's not so much the fact that you told them every embarrassing thing about me it's the fact that you didn't believe me Camila. It hurt that Dinah could believe Normani but you couldn't believe me." Lauren muttered.

"I know I was being a little paranoid and I apologise for that but-"

"No it just proved to me that you don't trust me."

"I trust you Lauren."

"No you don't."

"Ok fine. Yes, I have trust issues but can you really blame me Lauren? Let's be honest here I haven't been very fortunate when it comes to relationships. Austin broke my heart, Jesse broke my heart, Austin broke my heart again and my own mother didn't want me so yes I now have a hard time trusting people. So when I saw you with Normani on top of everything else that has happened I got a little scared that you were going to break my heart as well."

Lauren sighed, then held out her hand to Camila, the brunette didn't hesitate to take the other brunette's hand into her own.

"You should have talked to me about all this Camz, instead of keeping it bottled up all the time."

"I know. I'm sorry I'll try harder next time."

The two girls just sat outside for a while in a comfortable silence.

"Do you forgive me?" Camila finally asked.

"For not believing me, yes."

"What about the other stuff?"

"Well I don't know Camz I think we need to even the score a bit on that one."

"What do you mean?"

"Well I think it's only fair if I get to reveal something embarrassing about you to the glee club." Lauren smirked.

"But I have no embarrassing secrets Lauren. For some reason that always just happens to you."

"Oh I'm pretty sure I can think of something."

Camila did not like that look, it was the look Lauren would get when she was scheming or when she knew something she shouldn't and will use it against you.

"Lauren..." The brunette warned.

The green eyed girl hopped down from the car and smiled innocently at her girlfriend.

"What?" She asked before she turned to run back towards the school laughing.

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