Not always who we say we are

Chapter 4

Jade's POV

When I first met Alex he was perfect. Like wow, he's defiantly been made by God to be sexy. That's night when I met him at the bar I knew exactly what I needed to do. He hasn't text or called yet which has disappointed me because I really want him. He can help me, make my life better. But besides that I guess it's time to introduce myself.

My names Jade but the thing is that's not my real name. I'm not even a real female at that. See I'm a cross dresser. I dress as a woman and sleeps with seedy old men to get money. Overall I'm just a prostitute.

My job is to go out dressed as a woman, catch the attention of rich guys and sleep with them while they're drunk because that way they don't see the different of that I have a dick. It makes good money most nights but I still hate it. It makes me feel so small and dirty. I have no other choice though. I live in a small apartment on my own with no qualifications or titles to my name living off any small amounts of cash that I have to scrap together.

Ever since I ran away at 15 I've always been on my own and desperate for work. That's why I'm stuck doing this because I have no choice.

But see the thing with Alex is I've been watching him. Not like stalking well yeah actually stalking exactly what it was but it wasn't too bad for me because I mean come on the dudes hot. That night when I went back to his, I didn't have intentions to sleep with him. See the thing is the guy who I work for, he wants Alex to work for him. I know everything about him, from his birthday to his favourite animal. The boss claims that if he can get Alex onto the 'team' he'll make himself and the boss rich. Or so he says. I really don't want to drag the guy into this shot hole because look at me I'm stuck in this hell all because I was young and gullible when I first joined which was at 16. Technically illegally but I was desperate. 7 years of doing the same shit day in day out only just being about able to feed and dress myself and pay the bills. I didn't want to drag a perfectly decent guy into all this hell. But I have to, it's my task from the boss.

This is what my shit little life is. I'm a 23 year old cross dressing prostitute. I'm am Jack Barakat.