What is my gender?

Long story

Hey! I am a confused human.......... for years (since I was 6ish?) I have felt like a boy. Now maybe it's because I have two brothers and it's an influence or because my dad taught me about cars at a young age, but in reality, I asked to learn about cars and I made my brothers into who they are.
I remember in preschool, when I would scare the girls away by making jokes about bugs. I would sometimes scare the boys away too....... that's a story for next chapter.
I always told myself I was a tomboy, and I always believed it...... but I don't know anymore.

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I don't know what to do, feeling like the boy I am. But I need help coming up with a gender neutral name or a boys name that I can use............ please please please help! Thank you soooooo much

~ weird alien thing