Mission Miss Perfectionist.... The Way to Heaven

Prologue

"This is it, I don't wanna live anymore. How can they think of me in this way? I don't even think that they consider me as their daughter. Maybe they never told me the truth, maybe I am not their child. I was never really their's. What is the need to live when no one trusts you? There is no reason left for me to live. I Quit. I want to Die. Good Bye life. May you be more easy on next time."

Tears flowed out of her eyes as she stood up from the ground. Her hands and legs were shaking vigorously. She took a step forward, towards the low railing. Her head turned towards the beautiful moonlit sky. Her head next turned towards the door behind her which leaded her back to a life which was equal to death for her now. She had decided to choose the less painful and faster way of dying.

With her tear filled eyes she headed towards the railing on which her hands now rested. She took a deep breath and whispered a few words- Forgive Me. She climed up the railing and took a glimpse of the height at which she was- the 20th floor. Oh god. If she jumped from here, there were no chances for her survival. Till now her grip on the railing was tight, she inclined towards her death and let her hands free. She slipped from the the railing into free air. Finally she had handed herself into the hands of death.

She floated freely in the air, her hands spread on both sides. She thoughts wandered around her last meeting with her parents, who were the only reason of her suicide.

*flashback*

She entered the house from the front door where her parents stood with angry faces. She saw the cruel anger of her father in his dry eyes.

"You always were a disappointment for us." Came a voice.

"What did I do?" She asked with an expression of cluelessness on her face.

"You come back home so late from God knows where and then ask us what you did!" Said the same voice.

"I know that I am late and I apologise for that." She said.

"You and your apologies do not matter to us anymore! We always had a doubt that something was wrong about you! Now you tell me what is going on?!? Tell me or get out of my house!" Shouted her father with hatred in his voice.

"What truth? You always doubt me! Am I even your daughter? I just went for a get together with my friends and nothing else! My only mistake is that I lost track of time and got late but it doesn't mean that I was doing something wrong!" She tried to explain the truth to her parents.

"LIAR!" shouted her father.

"You do not deserve this freedom which you have! From now on you stay in your room and come out only when you are asked to! Now get inside before I do something!" Shouted her mother.

"But..." before she could complete her sentence, her father slapped her hard on the face. Tears filled her eyes and everything got blurred. Without a word she headed towards her room.

She entered her room and shut the door hard. It was it. This had happened many times before. She was as human as her parents were and now she couldn't tolerate it anymore. Although these kind of things had happened many times but this time was the worst of all. With tears in her eyes she changed into her tracksuit and put on her sneakers. She jumped out the window of her room. She ran away.

*End Of Flashback*

And here she was now, in the air, a step away from her death. With this frustration she had taken this step and now not even a few seconds of her life were left.

She hit the ground with a thud. At first she saw everything clearly but within seconds everything got blurred. She lost the energy to keep her eyes open. She could feel the tears on her face. There was some liquid around her- Blood. At first her heartbeat was fast but now she could feel it get fainter, fainter than it had ever been. It very soon came to a halt along with her life. She had entered a world from where she could never come back. She was dead.

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