Just Last Summer *working*

June 30, 2009

I looked at the next photo.

June 30, 2009

Today I met Isaac while taking scenery photos on a cliff. He's cute with blonde highlights and cute dimples. He looks a lot like Connor Franta.

There was a picture of Isaac Piper and I. I actually, that month since Justin, looked happy. I continued reading my photo album entry.

Isaac and I have lots in common - both being photographers and liking unique scenery. He's asked me to move in with him and I'm packing my things tonight, with his help. I'm probably going to rent my house now to people.

~

I sat at high on my favorite tree branch looking out into the sunset.

What is wrong with my life?

Everything is so screwed up. Skylar makes me seem like a slut and Justin seems happier with Skylar. Dad is getting worse with more medicine hour, every day.

"Hey." Said a voice breaking my train of depressing thoughts. I looked down and saw a cute guy looking up at me.

"Hi." I blushed.

"Whatcha doing?" He smiled.

"Taking pictures for my photo album." I answered calmly.

"Me too!" He cheered. "Twinsies."

I laughed. "Yeah."

I came down from the tree and sat next to him. It was quiet for a moment. "I'm Isaac Piper by the way." He said breaking the peaceful silence.

"Sydney Simon." I said.

We talked nonchalantly for what seemed like hours, getting along so well like a perfect puzzle.

"Hey, do you have a apartment?" Asked Isaac.

"No, my dad is in the hospital so I live at home." I answered.

"Do you want to live with me?" He asked quietly. "It's lonely at my house and we can take scenery photos together."

"I don't see why not." I said my cheeks tinting with red.

"Great, I'll help you move in, if you'd like." He offered.

"I'd appreciate it. Thanks." I said.

It was nightfall already and the fog was drifting in.

"I should probably get going," I said "but first, if you don't mind, can we take a picture together?"

"I don't mind." He said scooting closer to me.

I took my camera and the flash, flashed us in the eye blinding us for a split second. "Shit! Sorry." I said sincerely.

"It's fine." He chuckled.

~

"I'll see you tomorrow?" I asked heading to my car.

"Bright and early." He laughed.

"Bright and early." I murmured.

I got into my car and drive home putting my stuff into boxes to get ready for tomorrow.

I finally shut the light and sighed.

I guess you need a little bit if rain to have happiness.

~

I sighed and sniffled. I was actually truly smiling from ear to ear.

But how could I be so stupid and naive?

I closed my eyes, "For June 30th." I choked out making a long cut across my arm, the blood dripping down into my bare thigh.