Just Last Summer *working*

May 30, 2009

I looked over at the first picture.

There was a picture of Justin and I at the beach with a side caption.

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May 30, 2009

Justin and I went to the beach and had a blast. We skipped rocks and made our names in the sand. I can't believe we have been together for two years, time seems to have passed super quickly.

I knew that day like everything we did was so real I could just feel it.

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"Justin," I squealed. "Put me down!"

"Sorry princess, I can't." he laughed.

"But if I fall then I am going to get wet from the ocean." I pouted.

"Well that is just then what will happen."

He hung me from my feet my mid-drift obviously showing. "Hmm," he smiled. "Can I say no to that face?" he asked.

"No." I answered with my biggest puppy dog face.

"Damn Syd, you got me." he said putting me down.

"I love you." I smiled, then I kissed him on the cheek, and took out my Polaroid camera from my bag that was lying on the sand.

I took a picture of the scenery and then a selfie with just us two.

"Perfect." he said kissing my head as we looked at the pictures.

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I shut my eyes. Why couldn't life be like that? Right when everything seems good, things crumble. They say you need to just keep fighting but I can't. I'm just too weak.

I took a razor and drew a line representing that day on my wrist.

"For May 30th." I whispered.