A beating heart

9. Big hit entertainment

It has been 13 minutes since I've been walking back and forth in front of Big hit entertainment's building. Should I go in or not? Of course, I must, but I am just f***ing nervous. The building is surrounded by fans which make me even more uncomfortable.

OK, let's go Areum. I took a step, opened the door, stepped in, took a deep breath and walked toward the reception counter.  I got this.

-Hello, how may I help you? said the man behind the counter. He had that warm facial expression and a reassuring smile, it made me feel more secure and helped calm down...but I really need to pee.

-Hi, I'm here because I passed the modeling auditions... I didn't really know what I was supposed to say.

-Oh yes! We were informed of your arrival, thankfully the man knew about me coming, saved me from having to say anything. I will guide you to Bang PD-nim's office.

What? I'm going to meet Bang PD-nin personally? Just when I thought that I wasn't that nervous anymore...the urge to pee to kept growing. The man was about to walk off from behind the counter when his co-worker stopped him.

-Jun-ssi, we were told to not move from our place for the following hour...

-Oh yes, I forgot! he facepalmed himself. If I wasn't this nervous and if it wasn't for my bladder screaming inside of me, I would have laughed at his cuteness.

As he was trying to find a solution, his attention got grabbed by someone. And of course, that someone had to be BTS' Jeon Jungkook.

That's it... my bladder is going to explode. Someone save me.... geu soneul naemireojwo save me save me and that's how Save me began playing in my head in this pitiful situation. I'm such a lost cause.

- Jungkook-ssi!

-Oh, hyung! he answered cheerfully, he was so adorable! What the heck Areum, snap out of it! You don't need to be so formal with me~...He continued.

-Ne~ ouri Jungkookie~  Are you going to the practice room?

-Yes, I am.

What the hell? Are they having a cuteness battle? Not that I am complaining, but spare my feels. I made an eye contact with Jun's co-worker, we had this girls eye talk:

''They are so adorable''

''I know right, this is too much. Do you witness this kind of situation every day?''

''That's it I love my job, my heart tho...!''

''I'm dying here...''

We were both trying hard to control our facial expressions and seem as normal as possible.

- Jungkook-ah, can you do me a favor, please?

No way.

-Ne hyung, what is it? he asked perplexed

He is not going to ask him what I think he is going to ask him...

- Could you guide- he took a look at his papers, Areum-ssi, is that it?

I didn't realize he was talking to me until he looked at me and I snapped me out of thoughts.

Areum? That's me, oh yeah that's my name...Long way to go, what's wrong with me these days...>.<

-Hein? Oh, yes, my name is Areum. I managed to say trying to be as calm as possible...in vain.

-No need to be so nervous, miss, he winked at me and gave me a big and warm smile.