A beating heart

14. Royalty

Photoshoot, done! I'm tired, but this cute pastry concept photo shoot was so fun and delicious! I go back to my fitting room where Jinwoo and Soeun are waiting for me to go for a family dinner outing. It has already been 3 months since we've moved to Korea and things were completely different from what we've imagined. The next day after my first photo shoot was released, my Instagram flowers went real quick from 100 follower to 500k. Like damn. In a matter of days, I became the future generation's top model and I even got scouted to become an Idol. Things were moving way too fast for me. I refused the offer, my main objective is still to take care of my siblings and that would definitely not be possible if I have to train to become an Idol. It has been 3 months and I'm still not used to all theses fans and all this love. I'm really grateful, but I'm way too overwhelmed. I try my best to keep up with all the schedule and yet make sure that my siblings are doing well. I'm very clumsy in everything, but Jinwoo and Soeun try their best too and we somehow manage to make things work. Oh, and I'm not the only one who is successful here... In a matter of three months, Jinwoo was able to join the national swimming team. For now, he is still training with his school team, but he will officially stat training with that national team next month. Damn, I'm so proud. Even though all the times we are going through, he tries his best to take care of himself, Soeun and even I. Let's not forget about all the girls that running after him...my baby is growing up! Soeun is doing her best too, I can see it. She is not like other children in her age. In 3 months, she grew up really fast. Understanding our situation, she always tries to not burden us. Every time I see her trying, my heart squeezes. I want her to enjoy her childhood like every other child. I want her to be careless. I don't want her to refrain her desires. I don't her to stop herself from asking me to buy this or that toy. I will always do my best, even if that means to put myself aside. I still got music and my song book where I can write down my heart.

I enter the fitting room. Soeun is reading a comic book, while Jinwoo is watching swimming videos.

- I'm done! We can go now. What do you want to eat? Today, there is no limit!

-Really? Shouts Soeun with her sparkling eyes.

-Yes, miss! I assure her.

-Pizza! Suggests Jinwoo, or no, chicken? Hanwoo? Argh, I can't choose!

-Unnie... can we go to a fancy restaurant just like in films?asks Soeun hesitantly

-Ouri Susu wants to be like in films?

She nods, I'm glad she told me what she really wants!

-Then we shall go wherever princess Susu wants! Right, prince Jinwoo? I say as I walk to the door.

- Your desire is our command, milady, says Jinwoo with a noble tone while doing a reverence.

We all start laughing at our own silliness. Their smile, their laugh is so precious. I want you to shine no matter what. I'll make sure to protect your angel hearts. A unnie's promise. An unbreakable vow.

The door opens from outside, Jimin comes in and I walk back. I look at Jinwoo and just like what I expected...he is glaring at him. This is so funny, it has been 3 months and yet he still glares at him...

I tickle his foot and he falls...

''You're too cute.'' He states locking his eyes with mine.

I can hear my heart valves opening and closing really fast. Too fast, too loud. Damn.

''I know I am... ''I say trying to hide how his words hit me right in the Kokoro. ''Would you mind getting off me?''I say looking everywhere but at him.