And pressed record.
Hey guys so today I am recording this video, and it won't be edited. This is an honest video, and I need to tell you guys.
So I'm Y/n , as you know, and I am depressed. I'm here to tell you the truth.
I am bullied on a day to day basis, and I can't cope anymore. I'm giving up. You people who watch my videos , you think my life is amazing. But it's not even okay. I act like everything's fine , when really it's not. The only reason I have survived is because Twenty One Pilots . They helped me through this. But even that's not enough anymore. Music was so important to me, and it still is, but in reality , it's not going to stop them.
I'm here because I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I'm a failure, I'm sorry I'm a fuckup, I'm sorry I'm not good enough, I'm sorry I'm the second choice , I'm sorry I'm not pretty, I'm sorry I'm not skinny. I'm sorry that I rely on music to solve my problems. And I'm sorry I'm obsessed with two people , Josh Dun especially, and Tyler Joseph, as they will never even know I exist. I'm sorry.
You pressed the 'stop' button on your camera, pulled out your laptop and uploaded the video , titled I'm sorry.
You checked the time and it was 9:45am. You decided you were gonna lay in bed until you fell asleep. Your mind wandered. It was such a violent island in there.
Eventually , you drifted off to sleep
YOU ARE READING
I'm Just An Emo School Girl (Josh Dun X Reader)
FanfictionYou were a big fan of Twenty One Pilots. You were a Youtuber. You were depressed. And you were emo. - - - This is the story about you and Josh Dun, when you become a YouTube super star over night, and twenty one pilots notice you. (Warning: May co...
