So I am freaking Out Right Now....i had to sit next to people...And the people were my parents and brother...i had to eat in front of them. That probably doesn't sound bad to you but it gives me so much anxiety. Right now I'm really depressed and don't want to be near people who stare at me. I looove having social anxiety.... And when i Don't eat anything they stare at me more. And when I'm shaking and tapping the table repeatedly THEY STARE EVEN MORE. then they ask what's wrong. then i hide in my jacket and say don't talk to me.
I have been really really depressed and negative and I want to be positive. I can't. But I will try.
So uhh here's a picture of something that i think is really funny.I have so many of these. I am OBSESSED with stupid valentines day jokes. I need to share them with the whole world....well maybe just the people who read this because the whole world is a lot of people.....
I really need to stop looking this up but these stupid jokes are one of the only things that make me laugh right now...because they are so stupid.
This is true because I wont be waiting for a man. I'll be waiting for a woman.
ALSO if you're depressed try listening to happy music or music that makes you feel good. It kinda helps me feel not as dead inside.
I don't know. I'm not that good at giving advice..But I tried.This is kinda long so I'll stop writing. Oh and also writing helps me a tiny bit with depression too.
Sooo yeah..Bye for now I guess..