Concealed Feelings[COMPLETED]

“Keicha~n♥” She cuddled him behind out of the blue. Kei was shocked. He hardly turned look back that he might see something bright, so bright that he might collapse. Her songlike voice was enough for him to recognize her, her cling was enough for him to realize how much he missed her. He’s shaking. It’s been 4months he didn’t hear anything from her. She vanished out of nowhere without letting him know where did she go. He doesn’t know what to feel at the moment. Why is she here all of a sudden? Why didn’t she tell she’ll be gone like for a hell long time? Why did she let me gone insane of thinking about her? He asked himself as the girl was still clinging onto him.

“I’ve missed you. Keicha~n♥” The girl was still clasping him from his back. The way she calls her“Keicha~n♥” gives goose bumps. He wonders if the girl notices his brisk heartbeat. He gradually took her hands off his body and faced her with a calm raging look. It was pretty obvious that he doesn’t look like he’s happy to see her but the girl didn’t mind. She gave her a sweet smile; she’s hoping that the rage on his face will somehow melt. But she failed.

“Wanna go for a walk first?” the girl offered. Kei didn’t say anything but when the girl dragged her, he freely walked along. It was like Sakura days so the atmosphere is somewhat tranquilizing but it’s not like that between them.

“So.. How are you? It’s been 4months I didn’t hear anything about you……… I’ve missed you Keichan, I’ve missed you..” She enunciated as she tightened her grip to his hand and emphasized the words“I’ve missed you”; probably gaining heaps of courage to say those things.

But..

“Aren’t I the one who must rant you that?” Kei nagged as he stopped walking with her. They were surrounded with Sakura trees.

“A-are you mad?” She asked with full concern. She’s worried that he must be that so mad to him. He let go from her grip.

“We shouldn’t be seeing each other anymore.” Kei was about to leave but the girl said.

“Was it really that painful to be left alone?” She said with her head lowered.

“… I was alone too. But I’ve made it for you. I can now live longer with you.” She said; cheering up Kei. Kei didn’t matter, though.

Silence was pulled in.

“The time you left me, I was badly screwed. I was gone insane that I don’t wanna live anymore. But someone helped me to get over with it then just live without you. I did, I’m still doing great. So, there is really nothing left for us. I’m sorry but.. Within 4months, you’ve taught me to just live without you on my side. Thank you, for being away.” Kei remarked then walked away. She was left with tears and crippled heart.