Barry Allen/Grant Gustin Imagines

Pretty-Unpretty (b.a)

Based off the song from Glee cause I really liked the message i feel it gave and had a good idea for it sooo yeah

Your P.o.v

     Barry had gone off to the CCPD early for work. Something with Joe he had said. A little later I went to my job at Star labs because Cisco had called me to work on a case.

     We had finished the case for now and I decided to putt around cleaning the place a bit. As I was getting into that a gust of wind came rushing through. Barry. I had thought to my self. I heard his laugh along with a high pitched giggle. I looked out from the room I was in to the main room the see Barry holding Iris bridle style as she buried her head into his chest. "We're stopped," he said with his laughter fading off. He had set Iris down. She looked all dolled up and beautiful. A beautiful dress that was perfectly tight, simple but pretty heels and her hair perfectly pinned up and curled.
"Still not used to the speeding around part," she replied.
"It becomes natural eventually," Barry looked at her. Almost with, love.
     I wish even for a day I could get her to feel like how I feel. So...unpretty. As they started to talk with everyone and walk around I put the broom I had down and walked to a small little room I had at he bottom of the lab. I looked into the small mirror I had there.
       I criticized everything.
I was too tall. Most girls can get off wearing heels but I could never.
I had too much skin. I was too fat. Iris and Caitlin could pull off tight dresses and look amazing.
flat chest. It was too small.
My nose
Ugly
No curves
complexion.

  My outsides look cool, my insides are blue. At the end of the day I have myself to blame. I always smiled so no one could suspect a thing. When I was really dying on the inside.
     I pulled myself back together to go upstairs. As I got up there I saw only Caitlin and Cisco.
"Hey Y/n. You just missed Barry he left to bring Iris back to her work. He should be back any sec-" a gust of wind cut Cait off. Barry had come back.
"Hey babe, where were you? I didn't see you when I came here with Iris a minute ago," he asked.
"I... I was working in my room downstairs." I stuttered trying to figure what to say.
"Oh. Cool I guess. And Iris said hi by the way. She told me to tell you when I saw you again."
"Tell her I said hey"

   After a few moments in silence Barry spoke up saying we had to go to our apartment since it was getting late. He sped us home. "What's wrong?" He asked as soon as he put me down. "Nothing"
"Y/N it's not nothing you look depressed and sad. You didn't look like that this morning when I left"
"I'm fine"
"And by 'I'm fine' you really mean your not okay and you want me to keep asking? You mean your depressed stressed upset sad angry frustrated and everything but you just don't want to tell me right?" He sounded like was getting a little angry.
"Ya okay! I mean I'm insecure about how I look. Caitlin and Iris are so perfect and pretty. I'm not skinny or beautiful. I'm too fat my nose is to big I have a flat chest and imperfect complexion. And Iris, she's always with you and it's clear how much you've always love her and probably still do. She makes me feel so damn unpretty! Are you happy I said it now?" Tears streamed down my face as I spoke my emotions.

Part two?✨