Guys I'm so sorry for not updating for ages,, I've been trying to write but I'm just not feeling it at the moment. I pick up my iPod type the first few words and drift into life thoughts, I literally can focus. I feel really bad for leaving you all waiting but I can't force it cause it will end up crap and make no sense. I'm so so sorry, I feel terrible but there's nothing I can do about it. I can't focus no matter how much I try, and I feel like even tho I asked you all to not request it's like some of you don't care and still requested. It's putting so much pressure on me, pressure that at the moment I really can't handle. I've got a lot going on so the last I need is to feel pressurised. I'm sorry. I will write when I can.
