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XI. TEXTS.

lucas: no

lucas: not really

jexica: what happened? are you hurt?

jexica: you don't have to tell me if you don't want to i just...

jexica: i want you to know that i'm here for you

lucas: it's about my dad...

jexica: is your dad okay?

lucas: i don't know...

lucas: he got in a really bad car accident

lucas: he was speeding and rounded a corner and flipped over

jexica: oh my god....

jexica: was anyone else in the car with him?

lucas: no, thank god

lucas: he's been in the hospital for the last 24 hours

lucas: hasn't woken up yet

jexica: oh no..

jexica: do they think he'll be ok?

lucas: they think he'll wake up

lucas: but they don't really know right now

jexica: oh my god, lucas i am so sorry

jexica: that's awful

lucas: you wanna know the worst part?

lucas: i'm not even that sad about it

jexica: what are you talking about...

lucas: when we got the call about my dad, it hardly even phased me

lucas: i didn't cry at the hospital, i didn't get upset when they told me he might never wake up

lucas: and now i hate myself for not being sad

lucas: what kind of insensitive asshole doesn't care when his father might not wake up from being in a coma

jexica: lucas, you are hardly an insensitive asshole, this is just a really hard time for you

jexica: tell me about your relationship with your dad

jexca: a good memory, something like that

lucas: i only have one really good memory of my dad

lucas: when i was six he took me to my very first baseball game, we had so much fun that day

lucas: then he got promoted at work, started working all the time and i hardly saw him anymore