Why did I ever let you hurt me?
Why did I ever give you my heart
And my soul?
I gave you every piece of me and my life
And you hurt me.
I thought we were friends-
No, no. I thought we were sisters
But you took the pieces of my soul
The pieces that I gave you
And you ran
You tore them to bits
No, I cannot trust anymore
Because of you
How could you do this to me?
Seven years- were those seven years
Just a lie?
Please tell me
What encouraged you
What encouraged you to hurt me
The way that you did?
Was it me?
I swear- I didn't mean to
Hurt you
But you had changed
And not for the good.
You were different
You weren't the you I knew
The you I knew and loved.
It's 3:15 am
And it's almost been seven months
When will you talk to me?
And say that you're sorry
For tearing me apart
At the seams?!
I gave you pieces of me
That not even my family knew
And you took my life away
When you left
Without saying goodbye.
It's 3:17 now.
How was I supposed to know
That the night you said goodbye
It would be the last words spoken
Face-to-face?
And how was I
Supposed to know
That that last goodbye
Would be forever?
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I'm sad rn if you couldn't tell
