Memories
From ones that are dear
To the ones that I fear
Being ripped away
Slowly
Amnesia
I fear her grasp on my mind
Has left me weak
Memories so bittersweet
Must I forget the taste that your lips leave
feelings I felt when you were once so close
Memories that felt like daggers
Like the one you implanted into my throat
To silence my screaming to salvage my bleeding
Memories all over time
When you saved me from the darkest parts of my mind
Pulling me close into your chest
When it was us wed leave out all the rest
Memories some that I regret
Taking your hand
Believing you'd be there
Thinking that you wanted this
maybe you were just scared
Memories I confess
Ive come to like the feeling of your dagger embedded in me
Without it I started to feel empty
It became quite clear
Love no longer lived here
It refused to renew its lease
Leaving me In love on my own
leaving nothing but my feelings in a box by the door
Sunken to the floor
not being able to take much more
Memories in distress
Ive given up
Given into this
My own worn out brokeness
Convinced I deserve this
Completely worthless
Everything I loved
I had lost
Not wanting to feel this at any cost
Memories I lied
These machines are the only thing keeping me alive
Finding myself wondering why I survived
Would I be happier if I had died
Amnesia
Do I want to forget
Are you doing me a favor
taking the good with the bad
Yet
I'd have nothing left
Just a heart with a pulse
Contently alone
Because I have no memories of a place called home
Aimlessly living until I am dead
Amnesia I fear her grasp on my mind
Has left me weak
I dream of faces I dont remember in my sleep
Of Memories that are dear to me
Amnesia
