Secrets

Keep Control

        When I woke up Sunday morning, I was relieved to see Rooney lying next to me. She hadn't left, and I was so thankful for that. I lied next to her, watching her sleep. She was so beautiful. I wanted to be with her all day. I didn't want to think about tomorrow, or any other day, just today.
          I woke up around 9:00. I almost forgot about last night, so I was confused for a few seconds as to why I was in Cate's hotel room. When I got up to put my clothes back on, Cate was standing by the bathroom door. She had this beautiful purple silk robe on, that was loosely tied. I didn't know what was happening or what to do, so I just stood in the middle of the room staring at her like an idiot. "Before you go my Therese, wouldn't you like to clean up a bit?" I really don't remember my response, and I'm thankful for that because I'm sure it was lame and embarrassing, but I do remember just walking slowly towards her. She was untying her robe, and I heard the shower already running. Cate smiled at me, and the next thing I knew I was stripped. We walked together into the bathroom and Cate shut the door. She led me into the shower with her. I thought Cate was obviously beautiful before, but now as I was standing so close to her, seeing her really for the first time, I didn't have words. She turned me around so my back was facing her. She ran her fingers down my back, further and further down. Her touch sent me to Heaven. She was all I felt. She pulled me close so that my back was pressed up against her. She wrapped her arms around my waist, and put her soft lips on my neck. I leaned my head back, as if to invite her to do more. I turned to face Cate, the steam made it hard to see, but I could still see her beautiful deep green eyes. We both slowly leaned in to kiss. Her touch was so gentle, and made me feel so safe. I didn't want to stop. She explored me and I explored her. We held each other for a long time, just letting the hot water cover us. I turned to face Cate again, and just as our lips were about to touch, just as I was about to be sent back to Heaven by Cates touch, there was a knock at the door.
           "Hello? Cate? Tod had sent a message to the whole cast about today, but he guessed you didn't get it because you hadn't responded, so he sent me to tell you. He decided he wants to run through some things before he starts shooting the next scene tomorrow. He needs everyone on set in an hour. Also, we have tried contacting Rooney, but she isn't answering anything we send her. If you see her tell her she is needed on set as well."