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3th person pov

Jungkook has been walking back and forth. Sometimes he stops and look at the rose outside. It has been standing there for a day now with out going away like the first time. 'Jungkook can you please stop doing that!' Jimin who is sitting on the couch playing with his phone says. 'Uuurhg' jungkook growls putting his hands in his hair and pulling on it. Yeongsuk is in her room and jungkook has told her not to come out.

Sometimes like what yesterday happened should not happen anymore. Then Jungkook stops. 'Just go eat or something,walking around like this will not help' Jimin says annoyed. Jungkook walks to him and sit next to him grabbing his wrist 'what are you doing?' He looks at him. 'You said i should eat, sooo I'm going to eat'. 'Ya, I meant not me but artificial blood' Jimin pulls his wrist away from Jungkook. 'There is no artificial anymore and it doesn't help my hunger, so let me drink I'm hungry' Jungkook looks at Jimin, his brown eyes change in red ones. 'My blood will not help' and he shoves away from Jungkook so he is out of his reach. Jungkook looks confusing at him. Jimin sign 'Your a adult now Jungkook you should drink human blood you can't live of my blood forever'.'it is late and i can't go out right now to look for someone' Jungkook says. He is starting to get angry. He tries to grab Jimins wrist again but Jimin pulls away. 'Yeongsuk is upstairs, this is why you bought her didn't you?'.

Yeongsuk pov.

I'm laying on my bed looking at the ceiling. My phone is not working here and jungkook told me I could not go out of the room unless someone is with me. I sigh I'm sooo bored. I hope Jungkook or one of the other guys is going to get me soon.

Then someone knocked on the door. 'C-come in' I say not sure who it is. I sit up in my bed and Rap monsters head pops around the corner of my door. 'He' he says. Why is he here? 'H-he' I stutter. He slowly comes in my room closing the door behind him. 'I just want to say I'm sorry... I didn't...' he scratches the back of his neck. 'Its okay' I look at my hands who are laying in my lap. Why did I say it is okay it is not okay at all. The bed next to my moves letting me know he is sitting on the bed right now. Slowly he grabs one of my hand and hold it for a sec before turning it so the inside is facing him. Lightly he let his fingers dance on the inside of my hand. 'I Know it is not I can feel it' I look up at him. 'I can feel what people are feeling ...its my
...power' he says. 'Damn why did jungkook needed to call it power it sounds stupid' I laugh at him. He looks at me a bit taken back but the softly smiles at me to. His smile melds away all my worries.

He looks at my hand, he is still holding it. His fingers following the lines on them again and again. 'Don't be afraid okay we will not hurt you' he thinks for a second 'at least I won't' I still look at him his hair hangs down covering his eyes. Is someone going to hurt me? Than he looks at the door as if he heard something letting go of my hand. 'I need to go' the lost of touch from his hand is making me feel empty. 'Are you coming back?' I ask. I'm not sure why but I feel like I want him to come back. He looks at me 'I can't promise anything' and with that he disappears. I look around the room how did he do that. He was here just a second ago and now he is gone.

The door opens and Jungkook steps in. I look at him he looks angry. He almost storms at me pushing me on the bed. Him on top of me his leg between mine. my wrist tightly held above my head by his big warm hands. He looks in my eyes red flashes in front of them. I'm scared, have I done something wrong. I feel paralyzed as his face gets closer to my neck. I can feel his hot breath on my skin Making me shiver. He let one of my hands go and put it on his chest. As his hand lays on my waist feeling it up and down. The feeling of his hand on my body gets me warm and my breath comes out in puffs as I find it harder to breath. He push my head up to get more access to my neck. As he softly starts to kiss my jaw. Why am I letting him do this. My mind goes to Rap mon who was in my room not that long ago. A tear escapes my eye I don't want this, I'm scared. Jungkook holds my wrist tighter it hurt. I try to open my mouth but I can't no words get out of it.

He kisses my neck with sloppy wet kisses down to my collarbone where he lightly nibbles at my skin before going up again. ' J-j-jungkook plea...' I don't need to finish my sentence as Jungkook lets me go. He looks in my eyes for a second there is a pained expression on his face. He turns me on my side with my face to the window as he lays behind me. Holding me close to his body. 'i'm sorry' he says softly in my ears 'just go to sleep' he starts humming a song and I feel my eyes slowly close. What just happened? Why did he .....

Soooo i really should be more consistent with my updates but I'm kinda bad at it xd

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