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A new chapter for my lovely readers. Don't forget to comment and vote it will make me really happy.

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Yeongsuk Pov

Eunji stands up and walks to the door but not before giving Jungkook a glare and bumping in his shoulder. As the door makes a clicking sound Jungkook starts walking to me. 'What do you want?' I say looking away from him. I don't want him to know I cried because of what he did. Why did I cry anyway he kind of kidnapped me so I should be angry at him. My feelings are a mess right now so I should not think too much about it. Eunji is here now so everything will be fine.

'Yeongsuk...' Jungkook says and again i feel tears forming in my eyes. No I don't want to cry. 'Yeongsuk its okay cry' I feel a hand on my shoulder pulling me up to meet his hard chest and that is when I break down again.

Why is he doing this to me I don't get it. Everything is so messed up. 'I know everything is messed up' I look up. his brown eyes staring back at me. Is he reading my mind again? "I'm sorry but I need to know what you are thinking' he let go of me. His warm body now gone leaving me cold and alone. He is standing with his back to me looking at the garden. I don't really know what happened one moment he was so sweet and now his cold looking back is facing me. 'No I'm sorry' I say but the room stays quiet after that.

Jungkook turns around and sits down again on the couch. My eyes follow his every movement never looking away from him. Why is it that no matter how bad he treats me or how sad he makes me I am still amazed about how he looks. His pale white skin, his dark brown hear, his muscle arms, the way his eyes glister when he looks at me. He is just too perfect. am I falling for him? Jungkook breaks the silence "you really don't trust us?'.

I think for a second but I don't even need that much time to think about an answer. 'No I do trust you guys .... it's just..." I can't get myself to say it. I'm afraid.... I'm afraid to hurt him. 'What is wrong did something happen?' Or eyes meet but somehow I don't know what happened after that. Its like I'm not in my own body anymore. I can't see what is happening and I can't move my body. I'm trapped.

Jungkook pov

I don't know what came over me. Just like how her feelings are messed up mine are to. I brought her to drink her blood even though I didn't want to admitted it at first but I do want to taste her. Her smell is just so sweet it makes me go crazy. Even now when I'm by the window I can smell her sweet blood asking me to take a sip, but I care for her she is special. She didn't get afraid of us when I told her what we were and then there is the rose. I turn around and sit on the couch as far away from her as I can. I want to hold her bite her neck and suck her dry until the last drop of blood leaves her body.

I know she is looking at me. I can feel her eyes on my body burning hols on the places that her eyes linger. Does she want me to? Stop it Jungkook you came here to figure out what happened not to fall for her. The silence is annoying me right now. Why is she not saying anything? "You really don't trust u?" I say breaking the silence that was ones there it returning for a second as she thinks. 'No i do trust you guys...it just..' she says. I look up 'what is wrong did something happen'.

Or eyes meet, a white light appears around me and i find myself in a snow land with no trees. A person is standing a bit away from me. She turns around and Yeongsuk is facing me again. In a beautiful red dress. The dress is wet from the snow making it clinging to her legs but it looks like she doesn't care. The wind is softly playing with her hair. My heart beat fastened I start to feel hot even though I'm in my school uniform in the snow. At this moment she is the most beautiful human being I have ever seen. Her eyes again burning hols in me but now I'm doing the same with her.

This is not is not what I should think about right now. I should figure out where I am and why I'm here. ' Yeongsuk where are we?' I ask her. A sinister smile creeps on her lips. 'Yeongsuk what a cute name but that is not my name'. I'm a little taken aback of what she says. Not Yeongsuk but how is that possible she looks too much like her. 'Stay away from Yeongsuk you hear me?' She says, her voice having a sinister tune to it giving me the chills down my spine. 'Who are you?' There are so many more questions I want to ask but first I need to know this one. 'You don't need to know who I am as long as you stay away from Yeongsuk, this is her destiny and you can't change it this is our destiny this was his wish and I will keep it even if I need to kill her or you to keep that wish'.

A strong wind starts to blow. Snow is flying from the ground and in my face. It's cold, ice cold. I can feel my skin breaking from the cold. I put my arms around my face to protect me from the snow. When the wind stops and I open my eyes the person is gone and I'm back in the living room again. Yeongsuk is passed out on the floor. I run to her 'Yeongsuk, Yeongsuk, Yeongsuk' I say here name over and over again. The door opens and slams against the wall making a loud bang. People are pulling me of Yeongsuk but I don't want to let go. The words of the woman looking like Yeongsuk egos trough my head. Even if I need to kill her or you to keep that wish.

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