Sweet Blasphemy (An Andrew Biersack Story) *WATTYS 2014*

Sweet Blasphemy 23

We spent the rest of the day reovateing Ashley's office into Eppi's first bedroom. I was so exciting; we were going to have such a better life now that we were living with Ash. Letting the boy kiddnapp me was the best decision I have ever made.

"Mummy, were tis go?" Eppi held up the mobile that Dad had made here with all the members of BVB and me and Dad.

I smiled down at her. "Well, do you want to put it over your bed?"

She nodded and Ashley snuck behind her and picked her up. She let out a squeal full her sweet laughter.

I smiled widely to myself as I watched Ash and Eppi hang up the mobile. She had grown tolerent of him. Well; she seemed to like him more than she did at the start of the tour and everything. So I guess it's all good now.

Watching them made me think of what would have happened if I hadn't had left. Would we be this happy family? Would we have made Eppi happy? I couldn't help but watch Ashley and Eponine and wonder; what would it be like it was Andy in Ash's place.

We stood back and admired our handy work.

"Not bad." Ash looked around nodding his head. I had to agree; the place look pretty good.

We had kept the white walls but had put a cot against the far wall and a small wardrobe next to the door. We, well I anyway had put up some shelfs and they were now stocked with all Eppi's Black Veil Bride Merch. Their were a few BVB posters and some of Ashley's own designs on the walls. I had placed a photo of me, my REAL Mum and Dad on top of the side table next to her cot.

It looked perfect for my little bridesmaid.

Eppi yawned beside me in Ash's arms. I realised how tired I was. I looked at my phone and read the time; 12:25. Wow we had spent hours on Eppi's room.

"I don't know about you Ash but I'm going to bed." I gave him a tired smile and took Eppi from him.

Ok Hun." He smiled back. He went over to Eppi's drawers and pulled out her BVB nightshirt/my t-shirt and handed it to me.

I dressed Eppi and put her in her cot. She fell asleep immediatly. I kissed her forehead and pulled the blanket over her.

I went across the hall to my own room and changed into some pajama shorts and tank top and got into bed.

Hot tears began to prick my eyes. Damn you Andy get out of my fucking head!

I fell asleep eventually after fighting and fighting my damn vulerebility towards the man that is Andrew Biersack.

A few hours of sleep later I woke up to someone shaking my shoulder. I looked up into the darkness and barely made out the worried features on Ashley's face.

"Env, babe? Are you Ok?" He askied concerned.

I opened my mouth but found it hard to speak. My face felt tight and I realised I had been crying in my sleep. I nodded.

"Are you sure?"

I nodded but it turned into me shaking a no. I wasn't ok; I hadn't sleep alond in a bed since before Andy. If you are asking; but what about that morning with Ash? I didn't sleep on my own that night or any before it; when Eppi was sleeping I used to pick her up and hug her in my sleep next to me. I hated slepping alone; it confirmined that I was over Andy and I'm clearly not if I keep thinking about him.

"I'm going to go back to bed now, kay?" He kissed my forehead and went to get up. I grabbed his hand.

"Please...stay." I whispered. I knew if he left I'd cry again.

He nodded and lay next to me. I turned over and leaned my head on his bare chest soaking in it's warmth. I needed this and I need Ashley.

He hugged me and I didn't shed one thear for the rest of the night.

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Hey everyone, thanks for being so patentent :) <= I spellt that wrong.

I'm in school right now so I'm sorry for all the spelling and grammer mistakes :$

I hope it was better than my last one. As you can see I tried to bring out the worried, concerned Ashley to show how much he really cares for Envy. Hope it worked...I really do.

I want at leats 2 comments or I'll leave you all waiting for AGES for the next chapter which will be a flashback to Envy's times with Black Veil Brides :)

AND then I'll have Ashley's birthday chapter AND THEN I'll have the blow up between Andy and Envy everyone's been waiting for :D

Love, Respect and UNITY!

PEACE OUT! Kate