Dancer

Part 15

Mo pov---

"so... um what happen between u and your dad?" Myles said looking at me.

i took a deep breath and nodded

"well me and my dad had an interesting relationship.. he used to abuse me and rape me when my mom wasnt home but when she was home it was like nothing ever happen. one time, my mom left for work, and it was me and my dad...

*flash back*

"so Monica.. what do you wanna do?" my dad said rubbing my thigh.

"daddy, i dont want to do that" i said scooting over.

" i didnt ask" he said standing and undoing his button.

i knew not to fight with him about it so i let him. he looked me up and down and i felt my eyes water up and i stood up and got undress. he turned me around and bent me over. 

he did what he had to do and i just laid there and cried. he grabbed me by my arm and yanked me up.

"get dressed. you have chores  to do before your mom gets back". he said walking upstairs.

when my mom got home, i hugged her so tight. i needed her to be here.. she was literally my savor.

my dad started cooking and we all played around in the kitchen.

it was like nothing ever happened that day.

"baby im so sorry... i shouldve never asked you that" Myles said hugging me i didnt even realize i was crying.

"why did you forgive him? i knew things were bad but i didnt think they were that bad" Myles said shaking his head.

"its okay. and i forgave him because... i dont know" i said looking down. "anymore questions" i asked.

"can i ask about Lola or is that another sensitive topic... i just want to understand you and stuff... if it upsets you too much dont answer" he said holding my hand.

i looked at our hands and squeezed his.

"she was my best friend. the only person i really had. i mean of course we had other friends, but she was the only friend i had that i never wanted to be apart from" i said closing my eyes.

Myles squeezed my hand and i took a deep breath.

"we had a downfall when she and Jacob got into an argument. she was being selfish and of course i said something. but thats when he met Tammy and me and Tammy got very close. Lola hated it. she couldnt stand it. i dont blame her..."

"how did she die?" Myles asked.

"suicide" i said bluntly.

"oh yeah.. i forgot about that" he said looking down.

"Mo?" he said.

"yes"

"do you think me and you will ever have sex.." he asked looking embarrassed.

"yes i do" i said kissing him. "now is that all?"

"yes thats all" he said kissing me.

Tammy pov---

me and Jacob were walking to a coffee shop and it was pretty cloudy and rainy. yeah i know its stupid to walk but i wanted to. when we got inside i sat down at a little table and Jacob went to order our drinks and food. i pulled out my phone and was scrolling on instagram and i saw a of Jacob with a fan. the caption was 'hope tammy doesnt mind'.