Dancer

Part 19

me and my mom sat down on her bed and talked.

Mom: okay I know I went off on you but the reason was I had you when I was 17. Me and your dad never got married we've always been dating why do you think I'ma Johnson and you a willson? I love you Monica and care about you a lot. I don't want you to end up like me and your dad. I cheated on your dad so many times because I was with him since we were 15 he cheated on me as well but we never left each other. Until he hurt you and I feel as if that was my fault.

Me: it wasn't your fault mommy. And I know all about thie cheating, the have me early, about everything, but I still love you mommy. I was scared that you would hurt me or kick me out cause I'm pregnant. I really think the father is rays.

Mom: did you tell him or all of them?

Me: yes. They said their gonna be there for me and help.

Mom: that's great sweetie. I'm sorry for flipping out on you in the studio.

Me: no I deserved it..... Who told you?

Mom: Walter over heard y'all talking an called me about it.

Me: oh okay

Mom: were you even gonna tell me?

Me: n-no

Mom:* sighs* Monica you need to understand I'm here for you and wanna help you through this but your making it hard on everyone. I want you to go apologize to them. I'll drive you down there then after your done we will go out to eat. Maybe Lola can come with.

Me: no!

Mom: why not?

Me: I wanna spend time with you.

Mommy kissed my cheek.

Me: can we camp out in the living and watch sad movies and spill out our emotions on ice cream?

Mom: you read my mind.

We both changed our clothes and left the house. I apologized to the boys and hugged them. Ray hugged me extremely tight and so did Myles. Roc and prod were tight but gental.

Lola: I'ma see you anyway. But I still love you.

I hugged her and hugged Princeton. They hugged me because I wasn't gonna be with than anymore. Ray grabbed my hand.

Ray: can I walk you out?

I nodded and smiled. He grabbed my hand and walked me out to my moms car. Once we were out side he pecked my lips and waved to my mom.

Ray: she looks just like you do.

Me: yeah well when can I see you?

Ray: stop by any time. You know where I live.

I smiled and then we kissed. When we pulled away he hugged me and whispered'i love you'. I whispered it back then we separated. He watched me until me and my mom left.

Mom: is that ray?

Me: yah

Mom: do you like him?

Me: no I love him.

What happens when Myles finds out?