Liam's Little Sister

Its Over ch. 26

*****Taylor's POV*****

It's over, it's finally over. After 12 long fucking months of absolute bullshit, it's over! I can't believe I spent all that time doing nothing but caring about his happiness. I guess I realized I don't want to deal with this bullshit any longer than I have to, and I think I can honestly say I won't. This has been the most stressed our I've been...ever, I can't take anymore drama, I'm done with the bullshit. I'm done with everything.

These past twelve months have been a living hell, we've been through some ups and downs but through all the bullshit we've dealt with during those long twelve months we all stuck together. Thank fucking god the tour is finally over!

Louis and I have been together for almost a year now and it has been probably the happiest I've been in forever. Although lately the bullshit about me and Louis has gotten out of control and some days I just can't take it. The constant death threats, I swear every time I go out in public atleast one person says 'do us all a favor and go kill yourself' I try to ignore it but some days I just can't. Luckily I have 5 guys who love and care about me, and who help me deal with the bullshit that happens. If if weren't for them I don't know what I'd do, or where I'd be.

On a much happier note Louis and I have been together for almost a year now as I said earlier and together we decided, not to long ago, to take our relationship to the next level, if ya know what I mean. Louis has made me an all around better person, I find that I'm happier, not so sad, I find that I have become a better friend, daughter, and sister. Though I think I've always had it in me to be this better person and Louis just has away of making that come through. I am in love (incase you didn't already notice), with this boy and luckily he's all mine. Louis and I are happy with where we are right now and hope that our relationship doesn't make a turn for the worst.

The boys and I have all become closer than ever and we plan on staying that way for some time. I have become closer with each and everyone of them. They are my annoying yet lovable brothers, and I couldn't ask for anything more.

Liam and I have had some ups and downs since Louis and I have become intimate, but he has always been supportive of Louis and I since we first decided to get together, and I appreciate that a lot. Liam met a girl named Alyson while we were on tour. The two of them met at Liam and I's 20th Birthday Party, Alyson is a good friend of mine who I've know for some time and the two of them really hit it off at the party. Alyson is a beautiful tall, tan, and brown haired girl. The two of them just recently got together, I think they have be together for just over 2 months now, but I'm not really sure how long their relationship is going to last, Liam has seemed different over the past couple of days and I'm not sure why.

Zayn. Zayn is my big cuddly big brother, Zayn and I have become a lot closer recently. Zayn also met a girl, named Perrie, I think they met one of the concerts or something I don't really remember but their happy together and that's all that matters. But Zayn and I have grown to trust one another more, we tell each other everything, now, from how our day went to relationship advice. My perspective on Zayn has changed a lot, I have really grown to become a fan of Zayn, at first I thought he was some badass who didn't give a shit about anything but now I know all of the many sides to Zayn Malik, and their quiet different from what you'd expect.

Niall is my special leprechaun, there's not much to say about Niall except he's a great guy who loves anything and everything, especially food. No but seriously Niall is a great fun loving guy who just goes with the flow and makes sure that everyone is always happy. All of the guys want everyone to be happy, and if your not happy give 'em two seconds and they'll make you laugh your ass off! Niall is a great guy and I'm glad he and I are friends he is just such an amazing all around person. Though sometimes I worry about Niall, he is always worrying about others and how they fell and not a whole lot about himself, and sometimes it scares me when he does. Niall is so fragile both physically and mentally and I just worry about him. Happy Niall is much rather preferred than sad Niall, luckily I've only seen sad Niall a few times but, I worry that sad Niall might crawl his way back out. I think him dating again is part of his sadness. Niall recently broke up with a girl he met while we were touring, the two of them split after a month or so, she cheated on him and he's been not as Happy Niall as normal, there's more Sad Niall right now, and I can't stand to see him like this.

And then there's Harry, Harry has become more than a friend to me, not like that if you were thinking it in that way, no. Just no. I love Louis and I love Harry but in another loving way, more of a brotherly way then anything. Speaking of which Harry has become my annoying little perverted brother. He's like that one friend you have who's always there no matter what, and but won't go away. He has always been the guy to make me laugh when he knows I'm sad, or knows when to just shut the hell up! He just always knows what to say or do and when he knows at the right time when to do it. Harry says some shitty stuff sometimes but he knows when to stop, luckily,but it's usually before Louis wants to rip all the curls off of his head. Harry makes jokes and sometimes goes alittle too far but we know he's just playing around, most of the time that is. But like all annoying little brothers Harry knows just how to push my buttons and make me explode, I guess all younger siblings are born with that specific trait that older siblings will never get. No wonder Liam always seems to be some what annoyed with me...oops. Harry is still very much available and has been the entire time we were on tour.

In that time that is how I have grown to feel about each of the boys, and what has been going on in our lives while we were on tour. I realized while we were on tour that people can change, and people change to be different things, some times change is a bad thing but not always. I changed how I perceive people and learned to accept how people perceive me, I'm not everyone's favorite person, and I'm totally fine with that. This tour taught me a lot about the boys, and the world, but more importantly I learned about myself, and that's something that everyone should take the time to figure out for themselves. But even though this tour taught me so much about myself and the people I love, I have just a few short words, thank god it's over!