Dying To Be Perfect (Ruby Rose fanfiction)

Chapter 4

*After the show* 

I started packing my things after changing into some jeans and a sweater, Here in Paris it was kinda cold so I had to improvise coming from sunny California.

I heard a knock at the door, "Hey mer, you did great tonight." My manager Zoe says 

"Thank you." I just smile and then turned back to folding my clothes and putting my laptop and things back in my bag.

"Oh. There's actually an after party going on in about an hour." she looks down at her watch 

"Yeah, I'm actually just super tired Zoe. So I think i'll just go to the hotel and crash." I say not making eye contact 

"Oh okay, would you want me to go back with you to the hotel or..." 

"Zoe, it's fine. You can go to the after party. You deserve a little fun." I say zipping up my bag that was now fully packed 

"oh, thanks Meredith." she smiles brightly

I watch her leave my dressing room and take a deep breath.

"hey mer. Great show babe!" Charlie comes storming in.

"thanks you to Charlie." 

"you going to the after party or are you gonna be a major loser again?" she scoffs 

"Im so tired char, I honestly don't know how you keep up so easily" 

"I'm tired to, but life's short Mer." 

"yeah, yeah. Go have fun i'm calling it a night." I grab my bag and head to the parking lot in the back so no one would be able to see the  car I rented or follow me. 

I walked out and unlocked the car throwing my bag in the passengers seat I almost sat down when I heard my name being called 

I turned to see Ruby 

"If you came to mock about the show and how you did so much better spare me please. I'm really not in the moo-...." 

I was cut off by her pushing me against the car and crashing her lips into mine. I was taken back at first but feeling her plump lips in between mine and the movements of our tongues in sync it was hard not to kiss back. 

When we broke the kiss we stared at each other in silence. 

"uhm, well... " I tuck a piece of hair behind my ear 

"you wanna go to my place?" ruby smirks again as her eyes turn dark.

"I would like that." I smile as she pulls me into another kiss.

We made it too her car but by then our clothes were already coming off and her hot breath was trailing down my body. Our sweaty skin was touching softly but rough at the same time, the moans coming from Ruby were contagious. 

After we both were done and felt the need to lay there staring at the leather interior of her car and the seat belt buckle stabbing into our backs, catching our breaths I turned to my side to face her. 

"I'm not sure what I was thinking." 

"what?" 

"Ruby, I'm not...This isn't me. And I don't know what's gotten into me." I close my eyes as she lays there probably trying to process what I was saying 

"you're trying to tell me now Meredith that you're not a lesbian. And that right now what we just did meant absolutely nothing to you?" she sits up chuckling annoyed

"Ruby I didn't mean it like that." 

"then please, explain.Because I would love to see you try and get yourself out of this one."

"I just hooked up with someone I barley knew. And your.. your'e a..."

"a girl?"

"exactly."