Notes and shiz

I made a discovery... (1)

-TildeBerry (my DA name) 13:56 18/1 2017-

Thanks to a chat with Snilaze combined with Corrupted leaving recently
I have discovered how anger and sadness combined effects my body...

It feels as if tight bonds have been wrapped around my neck and chest. I have trouble breathing... Not to mention that my breath feels much, much hotter..
It's burning hot around my throat and middle chest...

Dammit I hate this...

-13:59 18/1 2017-

I'm sorry that I did this....it was really that it's getting a bit more interesting.... Snilaze > ACGamer2

... I feel used

-14:05 18/1 2017-

My friend is worried... He asked me if I was alright...
The heat has left around my throat...

-14:09 18/1 2017-

I am considering sending this to UndertaleFio and Brokenstar141...
I don't know if any of them will send it anywhere else though...

The tight feeling and heat in my chest has left
It's still hard to breathe

-14:12 18/1 2017-

The heat in my chest is back
It's spread to the back of my shoulders

-14:15 18/1 2017-

I feel slightly calmer...
My body is shaking and hurting around the chest and back
It's getting easier to breathe

-14:18 18/1 2017-

I feel better now. The process seems to have taken...
23 minutes
Heh
Who knew...

...

I miss corrupted...

-14:21 18/1 2017-

C'mon Tilde... Stay strong till school is over...
Don't cry

-14:25 18/1 2017-

I know I'm an idiot....well she deleted it, hates me now, it's like it never happened Snilaze > ACGamer2

... I don't hate you
I hate myself

-14:40 18/1 2017-

You know What? I'm done with pretending
It Takes a lot of effort to gain my trust. And it Doesn't take much to break it again. I'm DONE