Notes and shiz

Something ain't right here...

I've been doing research on mental illnesses lately, mainly the following;

Psychopathy

Sociopathy

Bipolarism

DID/MPD

Schizophrenia

And...

Something ain't right. I can relate to too much of this. And I do have a moderate chance of being both Schizotypal (Partial Schizophrenia), and Antisocial... Heh, maybe I'm just being paranoid, but hear me out.

"Dissociative identity disorder (DID), also known as multiple personality disorder (MPD),[1] is a mental disorder characterized by at least two distinct and relatively enduring identities or dissociated personality states. These states alternately show in a person's behavior, accompanied by memory impairment for important information not explained by ordinary forgetfulness."

Forgetting names and faces when they remember me... Even voices. I never forget a face, as far as I know.

Schizophrenia;

Positive symptoms: "Positive" symptoms are psychotic behaviors not generally seen in healthy people. People with positive symptoms may "lose touch" with some aspects of reality. Symptoms include:

Hallucinations - Slight

Delusions

Thought disorders (unusual or dysfunctional ways of thinking) - Check

Movement disorders (agitated body movements)

Negative symptoms: "Negative" symptoms are associated with disruptions to normal emotions and behaviors. Symptoms include:

"Flat affect" (reduced expression of emotions via facial expression or voice tone) - Check

Reduced feelings of pleasure in everyday life - Check

Difficulty beginning and sustaining activities - Check

Reduced speaking - Check

Cognitive symptoms: For some patients, the cognitive symptoms of schizophrenia are subtle, but for others, they are more severe and patients may notice changes in their memory or other aspects of thinking. Symptoms include:

Poor "executive functioning" (the ability to understand information and use it to make decisions)

Trouble focusing or paying attention - Check

Problems with "working memory" (the ability to use information immediately after learning it)

Now tell me...

Is she real?

The watcher

IS SHE REAL?