The Girl With 6 Mates

chapter 18- baby war suicide

chapter 18

baby, war, suicide

mysterys pov!

when I make it to the battle ground The boys had already made it but I couldn't find Adam. I frantically searched the field till I saw a black bump in the middle.

I froze

please no! I whispers in my head while running out to the bump.

right then I hear two wolf crys...

pup crys...

almost instenty the black bump jumped up in alert we both know who the crys came from.

"look what I found!" A african man came out holding my babies from the next while a fake looking girl held Kiyoshi

the African man held their little necks trying to kill them but the black wolf jumped and attacked the man

i looked quickly for the babies but they were gone the man smiled evilly towards me before he died

I dropped down on the ground

"those bastards!" I slam my fist to the ground and sob

"snuggle bear don't cry! we all love you and it hurts to see you cry!" Joshua hugs me

"I love you guys so much! but this is my fault I should have listened to Adam when he said to go I should have put the babies in the panic room so they wouldn't find them!" I sob

"babe we need to get home now!" Adam picks me up bridle style while Cole and Joshua get my babies.

Adam brings me to our room and they all leave to go fix the battle plan up and call their army...

the rouge army is big. to big.

what is the point of living if I can't save my own babies? I'm a horrible mother!

I stumble into the bathroom looking for the one relief. I pick up the...

( wow wait let me take the time to tell people please don't cut! I'm a cutter and its bad... but well im getting over it! If you feel the need to cut or kill your self pick up a book, write about it, or call a friend! and remember no matter how bad you have it someone has it out there worst than you!

wrist are for bracelets not scars <3)

I pick up the shiny blade

(poem by me)

I have a but one friend whom helps me through my fights

I have but one friend whom listens to my crys

my only friend is shiny like a star and glistens in the light

my only friend has no wings but helps me fly

when no body is there I go to you

so help me will you?

for I'm lost and locked away from all

-:p hope that was good >.< I don't write poems! please tell me what you think!-

I hear banging outside my door

"MYSTERY I SMELL YOUR BLOOD!" Ash yells slamming his fist on the door

there is no point...

I pick up the medicine bottle

one...

two, three, four, five,

"MYSTERY!"

six, seven, eight, nine, ten

"OPEN NOW!"

eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen

"ILL OPEN IT IF YOU DONT!"

sixteen, seventeen,

"YOUR PREGNANT STOP!" I freeze

is he telling the truth?

I cant?

can I?

I only had shower sex with Killian!

wait did we use a condom?

I open the door

"what?" I whisper

"last night I smelled something and so did Killian so we checked when you where asleep... erm" Ash looked down

I felt dizzy

"Ash tell me the truth because I just took 17 sleeping pills" I whisper in horror and his head flings up

"IM NOT!" he grabs me and sprints downstairs

"SHE TOOK SEVENTEEN SLEEPING PILLS!" he yells at Killian and his eyes widen

I black out

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