Story Of my life

Chapter 29- Actions speaks Louder than words

Harry's POV

Why? That's the only question i have been thinking about for like... I dont know? Forever?

Why did i say that?

Why did i have to be this way?

Why did i have to love her?

Why did i have to be the one suffering?

Why did i need to be so jealous?

Why did it have to be me?

Well, everybody thinks my life is perfect. Like, 'hey isn't that Harry Styles? Oh my god! He's so perfect! I love you!' Something like that.

Sorry to ruin this 'momentum' im having but it feels weird to immitate my directioners. Haha.

Okay, back to the 'momentum' of mine. Like i was saying, everybody thinks that my life is perfect and everybody thinks that everybody likes me and wants to be with me but then the girl i love doesn't love me back.

So much for being wanted by everybody huh?

I was about to go to my bunk but then i heard someone talking.. Bella.

I'd know who that voice belongs to from everywhere

"I didn't flirt. I-im not a slut T-that cheats on her boyfriend. I would never do that to you. You know that Zayn right?" She said. I took a peek at where they are... cuddling in her bunk. Why did i have to look?

"I know babe. I know and I love you so much. You know that Bella right?" Zayn said mimicking Bella in his last sentence. Bella giggled.

Dont say it. Dont say it.

"I love you too Zayn." She said that one sentence that makes my heart fall apart

They became quiet for a while..

I was about to leave but then i heard someone crying? What?

"Hey babe, shhh. Shhh. Why are you crying? Stop crying baby." Zayn said soothing Bella.

"I-- i just Hate him Zayn. I hate him. I hate Harry." Bella said and here i am thinking that my heart couldn't shatter any less. Before , it was just torn in two but now... It shattered into a million pieces.

"What? No you dont. Youre just saying that cause your angry. You dont hate him." Zayn said. Bella sighed.

"I-i know. Maybe im saying that because im angry.. Maybe. but i still hate him even if it's only for the time being." She said. I sighed in relief. My heart that shattered into millions of pieces turned into just thousands. Haha.

I need to get out of here. I should have left earlier. I shouldn't have stayed. Damn it.

Bella's POV

The next day, i woke up feeling... well, broken. Obviously. Why? Cause ofcourse Harry and I faught. I cant take it.. He's been my friend for like what? Bestfriend actually but what he did really got to me. I hate him for that.

What did you expect? Ofcourse im upset about this thing going on with Harry. I just cant seem to believe it.

It was shocking... Maybe that's why i got so emotional.

I dont know what has gotten into him to say that to me. Was i flirting? No, ofcourse not! i wouldn't do that!

Sure i walked Taylor to his car and i didn't say no when he asked me on a real date but... Ofcourse i have a reason for that.

I walked him to his car because i didnt wanna be rude. The boys treated him different. They ignored him. I have to keep him company right? I felt sorry for him,