The Power Of Two. (Joshua Balz Falls In Love)

The Announcement.

So today is the day.. Motionless In White play Brixton at 7pm tonight, and I have my decision. I've been texting Dixie whilst she's been away, we're fine, she's still a bit off with me though. I'm so nervous you have no idea. I woke up this morning about 9am. I really didn't get a lot of sleep last night, so I decided to take a nap before getting ready. I've had the same nightmare since they all left me. Standing in a dark room, reaching out for them but my hands going straight through their bodies. It really terrified me.

"I can't believe you!!" I snapped awake to find Dixie in front of me shaking me roughly. 

"Dixie!" I pulled her in for a hug.

"No! Get off me! What the fuck are you playing at?!" She screamed, shoving me away.

"What?" I asked, confused. 

"You didn't even bother to show up in Brixton?!" She shouted.

I grabbed for my phone frantically. 12:08am.

"Omg Dixie! I fell asleep!" 

"They've left for airport. Their flight is at 2:30!" she shouted as I was running around pulling on my shoes, and fur jacket and tying my hair up. I still had make-up on from the day before too. 

"Well come on! We can still catch them!" I pulled her out of the apartment and ran for the car. 

I drove like an absolute mad woman, and got to the airport in 40 minutes or so. I got out the car and raced inside with Dixie. I looked around, but there was no sign of them. I didn't even know what their flight number was, or where they were heading to. 

"Dixie a bit of help!" I cried, flapping my arms up in front of the screens. 

"Wait!" I took off in the direction of a big crowd of people, pushing through them when I finally got to them, even knocking some to the floor. When I got to the security barriers there was still no sign of them but I knew they had come this way as the fans were wearing band merch. I climbed up onto the barrier ready to jump through, but I was quick to be pulled down by a man with a high vis jacket on. 

"Excuse me lady, can I see your tickets?" 

"Yes..No.. I don't have tickets, but I really need to go through to see someone!" I said quickly starting forward but being held back again. 

"You can't get through without tickets. You can purchase them from the front desk"

"Please! I need to stop somebody getting on that plane right now! Please let me through" I cried, tears streaming down my face. "You can come with me, just please take me to the person I'm trying to get to!" I pleaded. 

He looked at the other security guard, and he nodded and before he'd even looked back at me I was off again.

"Wait! Miss!" the man exclaimed with his hand in the air. I waited for him to catch up and held his arm so he'd hurry up. When we got to the main part of the departure lounge it was like looking for a needle in a haystack. There was people everywhere. I ran, pulling people around hoping to be one of them, but no such luck.

All of a sudden I stopped, and just burst into a flood of tears and panic at the same time. My breathing increased and the air around me felt thick and heavy. I'm not going to find them, am I? I looked around, the last bit of hope I had vanishing before me. Just then, Dixie appeared with the other security man, and hugged me tight. 

"I'm so sorry Acey.." she comforted me. Then she became stiff. I pulled away and followed to where her eyes were, and there, over the other side of departures were the men I was looking for. They had their backs turned, but I knew it was them. As I darted towards them, Ricky turned round and his jaw dropped as he tapped Balz's shoulder and pointed towards me. I pushed people out of the way and he turned around just in time to catch me as I jumped into his arms. Although I did knock him to the floor, but hey, I made it.

"I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry" I cried. 

He sat bolt up right and pulled me off of him, then pulled me up. 

"Acey.. What are you doing here?" he asked. 

I didn't have any words, tears just spilled from my eyes and he just stood there looking at me. I breathed in slowly and closed my eyes to get my breath, and when I opened them his face was inches from mine. 

"C'mon" he said, and pulled my arm over to the large window that had some space so we could have some privacy. 

"Mind telling me why you just mowed down a ton of people, and then nearly cracked my head open?" he asked. 

"I'm sorry.." I flapped my arms around.

"Acey stop telling me you're sorry.. I'm not a mind reader"

I stood on one of the chairs and raised my voice. "I am though. I'm sorry for doubting what you've said. I'm sorry for messing with your feelings. I'm sorry for giving you mixed signals and I'm sorry I nearly killed you!" I flapped my arms again, by now I was laughing. He raised his eyebrow at me. I could see Chris with a smirk on his face, and the rather large crowd I'd attracted were also raising their eyebrows.

"Are you drunk?" he scowled, as he tried to pull me down.

"No I'm not" I cried out loud, and continued. "I haven't touched a drink since you left. My thoughts are so clear right now. I was SO frantic when I realised I'd fallen asleep and you were due to get on a plane. I might have hurt a few people on the way here, but I needed to tell you..before you left..that I feel the same way. I really do. This person here, is the person you're gonna get from now on. This is me happy. Really happy, because I know your the person I want to be with! Balz-"

Before I could say anything else, he pulled me down from the chair and into his arms, then he crashed his lips to mine with such force it would have knocked me back if he wasn't supporting my back with one of his arms. He held the back of my neck and pushed it towards him. I held his face in my hands, and just forgot about everything around me. 

"Please don't go yet" I whispered as I pressed my forehead to his.

"I have a flight booked" he trailed off.

"I just got you and-"  I said quickly

"but...I guess I can fly in a few days" he smiled. I lifted up my head and grinned at him. 

"Let's go" he whispered and twisted his fingers through mine, turned on his heels and headed towards everyone. 

"At last!" Chris clapped, then the place erupted in an applause. I blushed like mad as Balz wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me in close. 

"You look hot by the way" he whispered into my ear. Then a sudden shock ran through my body when I realised I was in a baggy t-shirt that just covered my bum (obviously with underwear), a fur jacket, and a pair of high tops, with my hair sloppily put up.

"Oh my god" I laughed and pulled my shirt down quickly. "I completely forgot. I was in a rush!"

"It's alright though, you won't need to change when we go to bed" he smiled. That sentence made my cheeks burn like fire. 

"I guess I could think of it that way..and not the fact the whole airport probably saw a bum wrapped in a fur coat running though security and departures" I laughed. 

We all made our way to the front of the airport and were told that all the boys luggage would be sent to my address, which is a pain but they can't get it off the plane at such short notice. Some of us got in the car that Dixie was now driving, and some got in a taxi. Me and Balz got in the backseat of the car and I stretched my legs over his lap and curled myself into his chest. He stroked my thigh, and kissed my forehead. I'm happy.