when all six unwanted company had left the room, Taehyung had wanted to look around, take in more of the details the room had, but he finds that turning his neck hurts more than he’d ever imagine, so instead he settled with staring at the ceiling.
He feels almost at peace –if only it wasn’t for that horrid wound on his neck –as the silence engulfed him. his ADD starting to take place at it brought him from the subject of his mother until what do actually happens to caterpillars when it turns into a chrysalis.
Suddenly the faces of the six males who had invaded his space just now flashed across his mind. each one of them wearing a guilty look, as if the guilt was actually a living monster residing in their eyes.
For some reason, he felt bad, then he thought about how nice would it be if they were actually just a normal group of frie –fuck, no. He won’t admit it.
He would one day, when he’s back to the cold extravagant mansion he calls home. when his father had nodded at his arrival like he hadn’t just dissapearad for two years, when he’s back at his mother’s cemetery, holding a beautiful bonquet that’d probably be wet with his tears. He might then, but not now.
Truth was that the clues were always obvious. all these times he’s just too reluctant to admit it; the fact that they aren’t really bad people. he doesn’t want to admit that the six deluded jerks that’s been holding him captive for all these times aren’t actually as horrible as they made themselves out to be –in esence; aren’t as bad as Taehyung would like them to be.
Because it would be so much easier whouldn’t it? if only they trully are rotten to the core until they deserve no sympathy? But sadly that was not the case. And so, god damn this human heart of his.
The heart that beats a little louder when Jungkook actually apologize for what he did. When he drapes his arms around him gently and wishpers out broken strings of apology.
The heart that Taehyung could’ve sworn goes to overheat and melts whenever he saw Jimin cried even if it was him who should be crying and not Jimin at all.
The heart that practically wails whenever he saw Namjoon is so tired to the extent that he can’t hide it anymore, whenever Yoongi tend to his wounds like they trully are friends.
The heart that goes ultimately softer from the sight of Jin looking at him gently and lovingly or when Hoseok lets out a bloodcurling scream from how sorry he was.
He’s not a freak. it’s not weird. To feel this kind of things towards the source that had abused him both mentally and physically for the last two years.
No, no, Kim Taehyung is not mentally abnormal. What he’s feeling, what he’s in....It’s only human –but that’s the problem.
Kim Taehyung is so fucked, and he knows it. So he has to get out, now.
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next; Escape. surprisingly, only mild drama exist up ahead.
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