The seventh Kardashian~ Justin Bieber

Chapter 32

Nicole's POV.

What do I answer to a question like that? Like "I don't know if I will date you, but I don't want you seeing other people." How selfish doesn't that sound? Truth to be told. That is the truth. When Hailey spoke like that it made me jealous. Knowing he isn't mine, and honestly I don't know if he will ever be just mine.

I looked up from my hands, immediately meeting his intense stare. Searching my eyes for an answer.

"I-" I gulped. "I don't know."

Justin didn't say anything, he just stared into my eyes. Licking his lips from time to time.

"But I don't know if I can just be friends with you either." I mumbled looking down at my hands again, not daring to look in his eyes. His eyes that are so capturing that they can make me do anything.

I felt him grab my chin carefully with his thump and forefinger. Gently tugging my chin in his direction making me look into his beautiful and mesmerizing eyes yet again.

"Gosh, you're so beautiful." He mumbled staring back and forth between my lips and eyes.  I really miss those plump lips, that makes me feel so good.

"Justin.-" I began, but got cut of by him silencing me as he brushed his lips against mine, making me crave for more. Not only a brush. His hand moved to my cheek, gently stroking it with his thumb. I closed my eyes in the process enjoying the moment, and at the same time it felt incredible good to be this close to him. But I needed for him to touch me, kiss me and to take care of my body like no one ever has before. I was craving for it.

"Just kiss me already." I giggled causing him to give me an amused facial expression. But he wasted no time to do so. He gently pushed his lips against mine as his hand moved its way down to my neck. I kissed him back immediately and my hands grabbed the fabric of his shirt on his chest. He grabbed my waist with his other hand and pushed me forward so I was sitting on his lap. Not once breaking the kiss we shared. My knees was on each side of his thighs, hanging there, not touching the ground. I opened my mouth to let his tongue inside and we immediately began to fight for dominance. He winning off course. I pulled away gently a minute later, so I could breath for a moment, and Justin did the same as he rested his forehead against mine, looking me deeply into my eyes.

"That song is really good, Justin." I told him truthfully, referring to the song I played on the piano a few moments ago.

"You think so?" He asked as he began kissing down my jaw and neck, making me sigh in pleasure.

"God, yes." I moaned as he kissed my sweet spot and I tilted my head to the side to give him more access. "Is it on the new album?" I asked holding my eyes closed as he did his work with his mouth over my collar bone and neck. I only got a hum in response, which I assume was supposed to be a yes. I felt his hands move downwards to my bum and he gave it a squeeze which made me squeal in surprise causing him to smirk against my ear.

"Will you play it for me?" I asked pushing him away from me slightly, so he could look at me.

"You actually want to heart it?" He asked sounding suprised, making me confused.

"Yeah, defiantly" I mumbled as I gave him a peek on the lips before I climbed out of his lap and sat down beside him so our shoulders were now touching.

He placed his fingers on the piano and cleard his throat before he started playing. He played the intro to the song before he began singing as well. Something that caused my heart to flutter because of the strong words and his breathtaking voice.

"My life is a movie
And everyone's watchin'
So let's get to the good part
And past all the nonsense

Sometimes it's hard to do the right thing
When the pressure's coming down like lightning
It's like they want me to be perfect
When they don't even know that I'm hurting

This life's not easy
I'm not made out of steel
Don't forget that I'm human
Don't forget that I'm real
You act like you know me
But you never will
But that's one thing that I know for sure

I'll show you
I'll show you
I'll show you
I'll show you

I got to learn things, learn them the hard way
To see what it feels like, no matter what they say

Sometimes it's hard to do the right thing
When the pressure's coming down like lightning
It's like they want me to be perfect
When they don't even know that I'm hurting

This life's not easy, I'm not made out of steel
Don't forget that I'm human, don't forget that I'm real
You act like you know me, but you never will
But that's one thing that I know for sure

I'll show you
I'll show you
I'll show you
I'll show you

This life's not easy, I'm not made out of steel
Don't forget that I'm human, don't forget that I'm real
You act like you know me, but you never will
But that's one thing that I know for sure

I'll show you
I'll show you
I'll show you
I'll show you..." He finished before he glanced over at me looking for my reaction.

"It's amazing, Justin." I smiled with tears in my eyes. The song got me so emotional. I don't know if it was the lyrics or his voice, but it made me feel som type of way. I think I recognised myself in the lyrics and that's probably why I liked it so much.

"Thank you, it means alot coming from you." He smiled genuinly, causing my heart to flutter even more, if that's even possible.

I couldn't hold it any longer due my heart was telling me to go for it. So I did. I bent over and kissed him lustfully on the lips taking him by suprise, but he offcourse began kissing me back much more forceful then last time causing me to moan. Not breaking the kiss I managed to climb on to his lap, so I could be closer to him. I needed some type of release as I felt my core throbbing and my underwear getting wet. So I began grinding against him, since I was sitting right on his crotch. Hoping he would take the hint. This time I felt him moan, and in one fast movement I was already placed on top of the piano and he was standing between my legs.  I pushed my tongue against his and we began flicking our tongues against each other. His hands were under my shirt and was making their way upwards which made me whimper at the new feeling. Fuck I want more then kissing. I crave more.  Hell with my virginity. When someone can make you feel this good, it's worth loosing.