Loving You is Hard, Especially When I Hate You.

ADHFKLSDHGIO I'M SO EXCITED!!!! YAY!!! new story :) hope you all love it :) here it is!!!!

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Zayn J. Malik you are dead.

And I’m serious this time.

 I can’t not believe he forgot. He said that he was going to be able to pick me up.

 But no.

he is probably somewhere with a freaking slut playing tonsil tennis with her. God what did I ever do to have such a horrible best friend?

Just then a really nice Land Rover defender stops in front of me. I knew exactly who it was. I crossed my arms and tapped my foot giving him one of my best glares.

He gets out of the car and pulls out a giant bouquet of flowers. Not good enough. Then he pulls out a bag of M n’ M’s.

He’s forgiven.

I snatch the bag away from him.

“don’t think that this means you off the hook mister.” I say opening the bag. “you know these are my weakness.”

he laughs getting in the car and kissing my cheek.

“sorry babes. I completely forgot. But I swear I’m going to take you out for ice crème later.” he said smiling. Then he pulled me into a hug almost making me spill all my M n’ M’s.

“God I’ve missed you!” I smile hugging him back.

“I’ve missed you too. Now come on! Lets go! I want that ice crème!’’ he laughs starting the car and driving away.

“Zaaaayyyynnnn!” I whined. “we have passed 4 ice crème shops and you haven’t stopped at any of them!”

He laughed again. For the billionth time.

“I said later. Besides you have to meet the boys before. I’m sure Niall would kill me if I went to get ice crème without him.” I sighed.

The boys.

The rest of One Direction.

 I know any 19 year old would die to meet them. But for me?

It’s my nightmare.

They took Zayn away from me. every time he would call I would always hear;

‘Zayn stop talking to her and lets go out!’

Or

‘Zayn can you please stop talking to her? It’s getting annoying.’

What hurt the most was that he would agree with them and say goodbye right after. We had made a promise to stay best friends throughout all of this. To call each other ATLEAST once a week. To video chat whenever we got the time.

And once he was put in that band I felt like I was his last priority.

And that crushed me. We had never broken a promise before. Never in our friendship.

That's what made me feel like I was just a friend till he got new friends and became famous.

But when he called me and told me that he would take me in till I got my own place. I jumped at the opportunity to reconnect with him. To work out what i never wanted to happen. and that's what I plan to do. To have my best friend back and everything will go back to normal for us.. well as normal as it could get.

 I know I know what that sounds like but …

 But Zayn was my best friend. Someone I could go to if I needed help. Someone I could talk to for ages just messing around. We were best friends for life and I feel like I lost him to his band mates.

So no I wasn’t happy when he said that. In fact I was thinking of countless reason’s to get out of it.

 I thought of telling him that I need to go to the studio.

But he would just wait till I get out.

 I could tell him I’m sick.

But he would know he isn’t an idiot.

Well.. No that’s mean.

“what are you thinking about?” he says.

“uh… just… you know…”

“your fangirling in your head aren’t you?” he said smirking. I gulped.

“y-yeah that’s it.” I lie. Then I smiled. Maybe if I get him to think I’m a super crazy fan then he wont want me to meet them.

“you have NO IDEA how happy I am. Oh my god! When I see Harry I think I might die! And LOUIS oh gosh it’s like wow! You’re the BEST FRIEND EVER!!!” I say jumping up and down ‘excitedly’

 “do you think Niall would be okay with it if I smelled him?”

Then he laughed.

“Re Re your hilarious. Good one.”

I sighed slumping back in my seat looks like I’m still going to meet them…

We walked into his building my bags in hand.

I can’t believe I’m doing this. I thought to myself.

“don’t worry they are going to love you.” he said squeezing my hand.

Wait. Did he just hear that?

He chuckled.

“you talk to yourself to much.” this is embarrassing…

We walked into his house and I saw 4 boys on the ground wrestling each other.

well, this is interesting.

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EEEPPPP! so excited! hope it's okay it's just suppose to fill you in on how she feels about the boys.

NO IT'S NOT A ZAYN FAN FIC. sorry. :/ i know i love Zayn <3 so much but i have decided that Liam deserves a fan fiction. they both don't get alot ... i wonder why? No Danielle wont be in this but Eleanor will. if your wondering i think that Danielle and Eleanor are so cool and lucky so yes any fan fic i make they will be in. because they deserve to be in them.

OKAY I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS I LOVE YOU ALLL SO FREAKING MUCH!!!! THANK YOU GUYS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT WITH MY STORIES!!! it makes me happy to know you guys like them c: and i'm so excited because i'm writing another story that has nothing to do with 1D but if it's good i might send it to a publisher. i know i only 15 but hey! some 12 year old made a book on how to get a girl or something( i know right? 12 year old must have game!)

okay i hope you guys like this ! love love LOVE you ! c: <33 ~Me! <333 xxx