Loving You is Hard, Especially When I Hate You.

Skyping

CHAPTER 18

“hello? Anyone home?” I said walking into Eleanor's flat. She had texted me to come over. I heard a faint 'in here' coming from one of the doors. I walked over slowly peeping in to see Eleanor sitting on her bed in her joggers and t-shirt with her laptop in front of her. I smiled walking in and flopping down next to her looking at the screen. Louis filled the whole thing. I looked at her and smiled. “aw am I interrupting something?” I said looking back and forth between Lou and El. They both shook their heads and Louis piped up.

“Hey Re Re! Long time no talk! Really we must catch up-”

“Louis! Remember why we called her over?” Eleanor interrupted her boyfriend giggling. He scrunched his face up confused before smiling as if he finally got it.

“oh yea! HEY YOU! YEAH YOU! Get your bahookie over here!” Louis shouted at someone on the bus. I heard some chuckles before the guy I had been dying to see forever plopped down on the sofa next to Louis. I smiled just at seeing him. It had been a while since I saw his smiling face. About a week. The reason being, my laptop broke due to coffee spillage on the keyboard. But in my defense it wasn't my fault. I had been skyping Liam and he just had to send me a picture of a clown! Just to scare me too. And he ruined my computer because of it, and my mocha frapp.

“Liam!” I squealed. He looked over confused before a giant smile appeared on his face. I grinned back, too excited to say anything.

“I think this is our cue to leave don't you think Louis?” Eleanor says smiling at me and Liam. Louis smiles before saying.

“nah I think I’ll stay here-”

“Louis I swear to God you don't get off now when I see you next I'll make sure to make your life hell.” she threatened, her voice raising just a tad. Louis looked at her in fright before running off the screen and I'm sure to the end of the bus hiding in his bunk. I giggled before looking back at Liam who was watching him. I bit my lip waiting for him to turn back.

It had been so long since I had seen him. When you haven't seen someone for so long, you can help but miss them. And then you see them, and it's completely different you realized you missed them more than you thought and that thought is heart breaking. I felt like I hadn't seen him in ages, even though we had talked on the phone, texted and played scrabble (him miss spelling words left and right) like we had planned, I still missed seeing his smiling face. I wanted so badly to see him in person it wasn't even funny.

But that scared me at the same time, I had never felt like this before in my life. I had never wanted to see someone this much. Sure I wanted to see my family, I missed them like crazy too, but I missed Liam just as much. I wanted so badly to see him in person. But this would have to do. He looked over still smiling for Louis' little show, he licked his lips before saying.

“how are you babe?” I blushed looking down. Even his voice made me miss him.

“i'm good, I had an audition this morning they wanted some new dancers for Rizzle kicks, they said they would call in a few days. I'm so nervous.” I admitted. I thought I had done pretty well. But there were also tons of girls who did well also. He smiled at me.

“i'm sure you did great, how come you didn't tell me you had an audition?”

I shrugged. “well it was a last minute decision to go for it, besides I didn't want to get anyone's hopes up.” he frowned at me and shook his head.

“Rennie, you can tell me anything, you don't have to worry about getting my hopes up, I want to wish you luck whenever you have an audition.” I smiled at him looking down blushing for the millionth time during our whole conversation. He could say anything and it would make me blush. I hated it, I felt like he was being so romantic and sweet and here I am being boring and talking about my worries, I wanted to be romantic and sweet to Liam too. But it was so damn hard when he did stuff like that.