Periods 3 and 4 were very difficult to sit through. I couldn't get that image out of my head. I've broken 4 pencils so far and it seems like I'm going to break this pen too.
How could he? 8 fucking years and this is what I get? Then again I can't really blame him since I'm not a model. I mean I'm the ugliest one out of all my friends and the only one who hasn't really dated anyone yet. Forget about dating I even haven't had my first kiss.
Walking out of period 4 I head straight home not bothering to wait for Nick. My phone kept on buzzing so I turned it off.
At home
"Megannn someone is here for you,"
"Tell him I don't want to see him"
" Please come on, it's not Nick I swear," Jaeden whined.
I stomp all the way downstairs and see Nick sitting on my couch playing COD with Jaeden.
That little monster. I'm going to leak his little secret in front of everyone.
"Hi," he breathed. Looking so effortlessly handsome.
His brown hair all messy with his emerald green eyes piercing right at me and oh my god his lips are so pink and can I please rip that tight shirt off.
Focus Megan.
"What is it," I say trying to look like I was totally not checking him out a minute ago.
"Why did you come home without me" he looked in pain.
Maybe cause you were too busy sucking some blondes face.
"Cause I had lots of homework to do," I lie.
Did I mention I'm such a terrible liar.
"I don't believe you," Nick says in disbelief.
"Well you don't have to"
" Tell me the truth. Is it cause I didn't stop by to say hi during lunch?"
I pressed my lips together.
"No"
"Liar"
"No"
"Quit lying"
"No"
"So you admit you were lying" he says raising one eyebrow.
"No"
"But you said you won't quit lying," he smirks knowing that I lost.
"Fine. At least I don't ditch my best friend" I try my best to sound perfectly fine but my voice just had to crack.
He quickly runs and hugs me cause he knows I'm balling my eyes out.
"Shushhhh it's okay don't cry. Those other girls don't mean anything to me. You are the most best thing that ever happened to me. You hold so much meaning in my life it's not even funny. Now stop crying before I cry too." He tucks in a piece of my hair behind my ear.
Those green eyes staring right back at me with an emotion I've never seen before. His eyes flicker to my lips.
Oh my god.
It's going to happen.
"Get a room you two," Violet snickers.
Of course that bitch had to come back from her University when I was just about to get my first kiss from my first love.
Then again before I process anything after that Nick and Violet are talking to each other in the kitchen.
"Okay so uhm... I'm going to leave now... bye Megan see you tomorrow at school," he's saying scratching then back if his neck.
"Bye Nick," I whisper but it's too late. He's already gone.
Was Nick Dorewroyhun going to kiss me?