"Look I need a release from my life. I need somethin-someone to take my mind off of things.....I-I just need you to be my distraction"
"Well you got me then but no feelings right?"
"Yeah no feelings"
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"Look bae I ain't cheating! You making shit up!" , Vireton yelled at me while I'm looking up at him from my rolling chair
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I kissed my teeth and shook my head , "I'm making shit up?! I saw the text Stretch! I ain't fucking stupid! It clearly said 'I don't feel right doing this behind Blue's back'!"
I stood from my chair and mushed his head to the side and throw is phone at the wall , breaking the screen
He looked down at me and pushed me against the wall and pointed his finger in my face , "Yo you tripping I ain't cheating on you! I love you dude! And we throwing people shit now?! Ight"
He picked up my Mac book pro and threw it at the same wall I threw his phone. My eyes widen as I saw my book pro in half . I looked at him with my jaw tighten and I jumped on him , making us fall to the ground.
He grabbed me by my waist and flipped us over so he was on top.
I kicked him in his balls and hopped up . He cupped his balls but got up and pulled me over to my bed and punched me in my jaw.
"Ow!" I pulled my left leg from the ground and kicked him in his stomach
He hunched over with a pained expression. I took that as my chance to jump on his back and started going to town on his head , making sure to hit with all my strength
He yelled out of pain and swinging us to get me off , but I wrapped my right arm around his neck and pulled his hair with my left hand
"Shit! Let go of my hair bitch!" He screamed while leaning forward making me fall on my back
I arched my back trying not to cry out in pain and looked up at him. He looked down at me and held his hand out. I took his hand and he pulled me up.
I wrapped my arms around his neck while he wrapped his around my waist. He looked down at me and kissed my forehead, "I love you baby" I sigh and said , "I love you too giant"
He laughed and looked at my face , " I got you good this time" I laughed and kissed him , " fuck you"
He quickly pushed me down on my bed and put his face in my neck and mumbled , "my phone is broken "
I hugged him "Oh hush you big baby! My mac book is gone thanks to you"
He kissed my neck and licked my cheek "you know I'll buy you another one "
I playfully pushed him and said " with what job!?" He rolled his eyes and pulled me up with him , my legs wrapped around his waist
"Mommy's gonna kill you when she see my face" I joked and he kissed my cheek , walking us out of my room and to the living room
"She's not , I mean look at my face!!! I'm red all over!"
He dropped down on the sofa and turned on Netflix on the television. I cuddled into his chest and let out a much needed sigh
Oh I know he's cheating but I cant leave him. I know I'm stupid but he's my first everything. I can't let the go so easily. V has my heart and he knows it .
He know I'll never break up with him . That's why he cheats on me. Lord knows how many time we go physical because of his cheating.
I use to call the police when he hit me but it became our routine. We'll be fine then he'll get a text or a phone call , I'll try to pick but he pushes me away. I'll start yelling, he starts yelling. He'll push me and I'll hit back
My momma knows and could care less . She thinks we're crazy in love and won't ever break up so she stopped arguing to me about letting him go.
My daddy doesn't know. If he found out V hits me . He would kill him. No doubt in my mind. I'm daddy's little prince and he would do anything to protect me. When I came out as gay he made it his life mission to push every boy that out of my life, that tries to talk to me.
He only like V because he was star quarterback of our high school football team. Plus V makes sure to butter daddy up with all the sweet talk and lovely shit when he's around.
Don't get me wrong my baby ain't a bad boyfriend. He loves me. It's just he's unfaithful. He first cheated on me when we were fourteen. It's was this 12th grade girl that wanted to be his first time. Lucky he wasn't this cocky jerk back then and didn't give himself to her.
I think he cheats on me because he wants something new. I mean we've been together since eighth grade. We came out together to our families at thirteen.
He was all I ever knew and been with and I had no problem with it but he did. He changed from his sweet shy kid to this jackass .
I knew him .... The real him. He's smart and loving. Funny yet laid back but in front of others he acts like a ass.
When we're at school, he shows me off as some type of prize with a banging body not as his girlfriend. We are a match made in heaven to people that goes to school with us.
Him being the star quarterback and me being head cheerleader.
I sometimes wish I could have him back . The old him back.
To everyone we were the perfect couple but we're not.
My big brother Danny use to hate V until he won him over when he bought me a whole new makeup set. My brother thought V was this sweet dude that spoils me.
I sometimes wish I was miss perfect to everyone. I mean from the outside looking in, you would think my life is perfect. I have secrets. A past that hunts me
A past only I know. And I want to tell somebody.....anybody but I know I'll change the way they look at me.
