Reject and regret it dear Alpha

Chapter 6

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't wrote in a while, but I'm currently sitting in my car waiting for my mum to finish shopping so I finally have a chance!
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I wake up and my head is pounding, I try to open my eyes but they feel to heavy, I hear beeping and talking but I can't concentrate I focus on trying to open my eyes I give everything I have and my eyes slowly open, looking around adjusting to the bright light I realise I'm in the pack hospital then it all comes flooding back

Luke

The slap

Running

Rouge attack

Blank

How long have I been out? whys my body suddenly getting really warm..

Then I smell him, alpha Luke appears in the door way a shocked expression written all over his face, why did I feel happy? more like relived to see him, he cautiously makes his way to the bed I'm laying on and sits on the edge

"I didn't think you was gonna make it" was it just the lighting or were his eyes glossy?

"What happened?" my voice so quite if it wasn't for his sensitive ears he wouldn't hear me

He walks out the room, the enters within seconds with a glass of water I greedily take a gulp and it feel like heaven on my sore vocal tubes

"I will explain everything, but you have to promise your keep yourself under control at least till I finish" his eyes looked caring, scared maybe?

"I promise now please tell me"

"After you ran off from me at school, you was pounced on by 5 rouges, I felt you being threatened so I ran after you, I got there too late and you was clinging on to life, I was so scared but my wolf took over and killed the rouges just in time to take you to the pack doctor, you had a crushed leg bone which also split a few main arterys and your shoulder was in shreds, they told me you wouldn't survive if I didn't do something, and before you go off on one I promise I didn't do it for my own good it was the only thing I could do to save your life, and I understand If you leave once your healed hating me, but I couldn't have you die I need you" he pauses as his voice is going high with emotion I wait for him to continue

"So the only chance you had to survive is if I marked you, which I did and i won't apologise because it did save you and you alive matters more than how your going to hate me, I'm so.."

Before he could finish I grabbed his shoulders forcing him towards me, I crashed my lips to his, tears pooling out of my eyes, the kiss was soft and short, the best kiss I could ever imagine

He saved me, and all I saw in his eyes was remorse and love? what ever happened in the past he saved my life, just simply by marking me

"I'm not angry, I'm grateful you helped me I can see you really do care, but I just don't know what to think luke you hurt me so much, do you know how it feels that your other half, the one designed for you thinks your not worthy of then, the pain when he's makin love to someone else each kiss each stroke I felt" I'm hysterically crying I can't even get my words out that's when he buts in

"Lily I never made love to those girls, that would insinuate that I loved them, I didn't even like them let alone love, that's what I should share with you, because lily I do love you I just didn't know what to think, you was too good for me to innocent, to pure..but I was so silly to think you would be better off because all I've done is hurt you, over and over again, what's happens to you is all my fault, and I have to live with that for the rest of my life trying to make it up to you, and I will do that lily if it takes the rest of my life id happily make it up to you, I will never look at another girl again, my eyes belong to you my heart belongs to you, everything of me belongs to you" tears brimming his eyes, that was the most beautiful thing anyone's ever said to me, but can I trust him?

"I just need time luke" was all I managed to say, he just confessed his love to me an that's all that I could manage to say back

He nodded and lent in an kissed my forehead it was so soft so loving

"You have all the time you need lil"

With that he walked out the door, could I really trust him? is it right to feel love towards him, after everything he did to me, I guess only time will tell but I think my mind had already come to the conclusion..

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Mini cliff hanger guys!
Haha hope you liked this and I'll apologise once again for taking so long for this update I hope it's sort of long, as it's took my like 25 minutes to write but it passed the time while my mum still shops! haha thanks again!

Kel x