Reject and regret it dear Alpha

Chapter 7

I know I KNOW you all hate me, I'm so sorry my iPhone broke along with my laptop and only just got it all back working!!

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With that he walked out the door, could I really trust him? is it right to feel love towards him, after everything he did to me, I guess only time will tell but I think my mind had already come to the conclusion..

I love him, I don't know weather it's because he marked me an the love that's always been there intensified or just the thought of my mate loving me made me feel more love towards him that I wanted, but don't get me wrong I'm not just gonna run into his arms and forget everything he's done to me

Getting up slowly the doctor told me I could go home Cody an Cassie took me back to my room and I fell into a blissful sleep

When I wake it must be really late cos everything's quite, the rumble of my stomach tells me I need food so I make my way to the kitchen downstairs

What I saw I was not expecting, well who the fuck was I kidding

Luke had that girlfriend of his pushed up against the wall, she noticed me and smiled bringing her hands up to Luke's face she kisses him passionately he doesn't push her away, in fact he gropes her arse earning a moan from both of them.

I felt physically sick, watching them kiss while I'm recovering why did I ever think I could trust him, the burning on my lips hurt like hell, I whimper from the pain just making it upstairs to lock my door I hear luke shouting me, banging on my door..

I walk into my en suite and turn on the shower to drown out the noise of Luke I strip down and jump in, all I felt was numbness I don't know how long I was in there, but when i finally came out it was light outside.

I won't let him do this to me any more, I won't let him think he bothers me, what ever connection we have from him marking me, I will block it out so he can't contact me, read my thoughts or feel what I'm feeling I will simply just ignore him.

*LUKES P.O.V**

today really took it out of me, confessing my love for lily was too much, I feel trapped and I haven't done anything with her yet.

My EX fling was in the kitchen obviously waiting for me, not really interested I grab a coke and sit on the counter taking a long gulp.

"Hey you, I've missed you" she winked who was I kidding she was hot as fuck

" I bet you have" I half laughed

Before I knew it she was on my lap grinding up me, it didn't feel the same as it used to I pushed her off me standing up..

"Well I never thought I'd see the day, Great alpha luke whipped by a lady" mocking me, but it angered me

I push her up to the wall crashing my lips to hers, I grabbed her arse hoping to inflict abit of pain

Then I felt it, my mate in pain crying pain, I move away

"Your mate didn't look so happy then lukey, I guess I'm not the only one who thought you was whipped"

Lily saw? I felt it I can't doubt myself she saw it all felt what I was doing, why do I do this?

I banged on her door for 2 hours straight and no answer for some reason the door wouldn't brake, I fell asleep within another hour against her door regretting I let her get to me.

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Hope you liked it guys! Haven't wrote in so long hasn't been edit so any mistakes I apologise!

Kel!x