Reject and regret it dear Alpha

Chapter one

Hello lovelies, very short beginning I know but I just wanted it to start haha!

Never done a werewolf story before but I will try my best :)

Kels🎀

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" I Luke Ryan Alpha of the blue moon pack regect you lily porter member also of the blue moon pack"

what did i do? i walked away..

why you may ask? Because I won't give him the satisfaction of seeing me brake down.

I heard Rae my wolf howling inside, I try to comfort her but how can you when your hurting so much yourself?

I will not cry, driving to my pack house where I live with my brother because apparently all the younger powerful werewolf's stay here for safety, my brothers a beta which means I have beta blood too, so if I was to challenge my brother to a fight an I won, the beta pride would be given to me automatically but I'd never do that I love Cody to much to ever do that, it's not like I wouldn't win as I'm the best fighter/runner of the pack apart from my dick head alpha mate.

but I will not think of him, I'm strong enough to forget right? I knew he was home as I smelt him straight away but it was also a horrible sick sent to go with it hmm

I was just lazily laying on the sofa with my bare legs hanging over the edge watching jermery Kyle ..just because were wolfs doesn't mean we're not normal teenagers!

The smell gets stronger but I ignore it until he walked over to the tv and turns it off

"Don't waste your time watching tv, wasting our electric for your own single use is just selfish one of the many reasons your never be luna" wow really?

"Yeah yeah I get it you hate me, I disgust you don't worry the feelings mutual" I cooly reply

"YOU WILL NOT SPEAK TO YOUR ALPHA WITH SUCH DISRESPECT". Oh great now he's shouting, just when I fault he was gonna kill me where I lay some rat tailed blonde bimbo walks in the room stapling her hands over MY mate

"What's up baby? don't shout, well not until we get up stairs" her squeaky voice going through my sensitive wolf ears

This was defiantly all for show, for my benefit to see if I would crack, I admit it hurt like hell and the anger I felt inside was enormous

"You know how to calm me down sexy, get your arse up stairs now I'll meet you there"

'Our mate just called another girl sexy' Rae cried deep from within were as I on the outside looked completely unfazed

"She young lily, that" he points " is a real woman"

"Sorry was that Ment to hurt me? knowing you've got a cheap pack house slut whose had mostly all the boys in this whole pack inside of her waiting for you upstairs mmm I can't contain my jealousy" not waiting for a reply I stalk past him and enter the kitchen to find my brother his mate Clarissa who I love by the way and a few of Cody's friends.

Sitting inbetween Cody and his friend nathan Clarissa sitting on Cody's lap, I look at them with admiration if only I had a mate that cared.

Suddenly I drop to the floor unable to breath properly, all I feel is like a dagger is getting stabbed into my heart every 2 seconds, I cry out in pain not controlling it any more

"LILY WHATS UP? BABY GIRL TELL ME WHATS HAPPENING TO YOU?" Clarissa screams worry intched into her voice

"M-my m-aaate is having s-sex" I cry out I won't be able to take much more off this, my body jerks and fits into different places arching my back, before I can react I was getting picked up and put in the living room sofa, 1O more minutes went by but it felt like hours until the pain died down, I felt it my mate was pleasured and happy with himself.

"hey hunnie, how you feeling now?" Cassie( Clarissas nick name) whispered into my ear

"I'm gonna kill him, who does he think he is doing this to her, I've never seen anything like it" my brother gritted his teeth his eyes black.

"What's going on?" the only voice I didn't wanna hear right now and it's Luke's

I saw his eyes meet mine and I looked away he makes me feel sick

"Lils mate was having sex, she nearly died" Cassie said still stroking my hair

"Oh, that's unfortunate I'll get to the bottom of this" WHAT HOW DARE HE

"Ha ha oh really?" I croak out " how can you get to the bottom of it, when you knew full well what you just caused, I hope she was worth it dear mate"

BLACKNESS filled my mind.

I wake up in my bed alone, I've made the decision to leave, if he was going to sleep with girls day in day out I just wouldn't survive, I pack my things and write a note

'Cody&cassie'

'Thankyou so much for being here for me, but I must go, with alpha ryan sleeping with girls I just would simply not survive, I'm so sorry I didn't say good bye, but I'll be back I promise'

'I love you both
Lils'

'Alpha ryan'
' Hello beloved mate, I just wish I could give you a pat on the shoulder for single handily ruining my life, I hope she is worth it because you've broken even being of my body, I guess I could never match up to your expectations
hope the best for your future lily

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