""I just don't get it," I continued, choking on the words I had hidden inside myself for so long, "why can't I get over someone who I never loved in the first place? How is life so cruel?"
He drew my tear filled eyes to his own. "Because," he stated, "he was the first. You may not have loved him, but you cared for him, as he did for you. And he was the first to care.""
- excerpt from a book i will never write #92
