Why do I feel so lonely.
It's not friend lonely. It's Romance lonely.
X Readers can only make me so happy and content.
I really need someone but I know I promised myself I'd get someone in person and not online but I'm starting to get desperate.
Hell. I don't even have a crush on anyone but I want to.
Maybe it's because everyone I know in person is either taken, gay, or disgusting/an ass.
Maybe I'm being too picky but I don't want just some fuckboy and you can't really blame me there.
Plus I have a headache and I feel sick because I had to manage a fire for a few hours and I spent five minutes trying to stop breathing smoke out of my lungs. If I end up with some kind of disease or something, blame fire.
But I'm just kind of sitting here and reading little bits of x readers and thinking about how much I want what I won't have for a long time if ever.
I've never hugged anyone I've liked and had them hug back and I've never kissed anyone.
About half of my school has already lost their virginity and I haven't even held a hand.
I just want basically anyone at this point.
Just no girls.
Or "stargender"s.
I'm desperate but I'm not that desperate.
I'm sure someones gonna get triggered because I'm not pansexual / bisexual / omnisexual and that I don't like shemales, animals, and plants.
I'm sorry. I had to lighten my own mood somehow.
