Leave your lover (Sam Smith fan fiction)

Chapter 7 "The Truth"

It was such a long day and a nap was way over due but I could't shake the exited feeling erupting in my stomach. I was finally headed to see Nila. I pulled up at the safe house where I had her sent and was overjoyed to see her on the porch singing along to one of my songs. 

I slowly let myself into the house and made my way quietly to the porch where I could better here the melody. I was surprised to find out that her voice was quite beautiful. She hit every note and her runs were amazing. My heart did a little skip when her eyes met with mine but her voice kept singing. 

Her hazel-green eyes flooding with emotions I could quite comprehend. I stepped out side and began singing along with her. It felt like I had known this woman forever and the closer I got to her the more my connection grew. She didn't move away when i grabbed her hand and began rocking her lightly to our little duet. 

Her natural curls fell gently over her shoulders and shaped her face perfectly. Her curves were hugged just tight enough to know they are there in a pair of worn jeans and a tight shirt. Our bodies seemed to fit together like a puzzle as we danced. I found myself wanting to know more about her, but I didn't want to spoil such a romantic moment. 

Her eyes closed and I leaned in to catch her lips. They met with a spark and my hand traveled to the back of her head where I could better tilt her head to my lips. Our tongues danced to their own little song and I thought I might fall from the dizziness she was causing. I was lost in the kiss, in the moment, I was lost in HER. 

She pulled away for a breath of air and smiled at the ground. "I am sorry, I-I am just so grateful for you. You saved me from Toni." She said his name in a low tone that held more pain that she had meant for it too.

"You are safe now. I will never let anything happen to you." I lifted her head to look at me. She smiled and met my lips once again. 

I put her to bed and sat in the living room thinking about what had just happened. I was falling in love with her. I felt that maybe she was falling for me too. 

I wish I could understand what was happening,maybe I just needed to sleep on it. I went to sleep with the memory of her lips in my head. 

(Nila POV)

I laid in the bed where Sam had just placed me and let my mind run wild. I had just kissed SAM SMITH!!!!! I am falling in love with the new hot singer. He was gay though and he would never be into me. I want to believe he could because of the way he kissed back but i just don't see it being possible. 

I began thinking about how he saved me from Toni and if he were looking for me again. My body hurt at the thought of him finding me. What would he do? Would he kill me? Would he kill Sam? NO!!!! I could never let him get hurt. 

As long as I am with him he can never be safe. I thought about Sam and decided I had to leave before he could get hurt. I loved him so much already and would never forgive myself if something happened to him. 

I got up and headed to the closet to grab my things. I was almost out the door when i saw Sam sleeping on the couch. He had a pen and paper in his hand. I slowly pulled the paper out of his hand. It had a dedication on the top. "To: Nila (my beloved so soon)" I was shocked to see my name written over the title "Like I Can". He was writing a song to me. 

I read the first line before dropping the paper and running quietly out of the cabin. 

The words rung in my head as I ventured toward the bus station. 

"He could be a sinner, or a gentle man

He could be a preacher, when your soul is down

He could be a lawyer on a witness sand but he'll never love you like I can, can..."

A tear fell from my eye but i wiped it away as soon as it surfaced. I was doing the right thing. I was protecting him. "I am so sorry Sam." I whispered to myself as the bus doors opened.