Another day in America which means a ton more interviews. I love talking about my music so it would be nice if they asked me questions about it and not all my personal business.
I confessed to being gay but why do they still ask me about it. I mean i have said all i wish to say. I dont enjoy speaking of the man that caused my heart to break and i have made that clear, yet they still push me to tell.
I have a song three songs written so far and i still don't feel complete. This all besides the point.
It is 9am and i am heading to the airport so that i can leave America. One thing that is a definite NO for me is plains. I hate flying, it is one of my biggest fears.
I also don't like hats but that is just off topic.
So we land in Chile and I'm super exited to see everything. First thing i notice is a man sitting in a chair at the end of the exit smiling at me. I smile back and do my cute wave. To my happiness he was indeed looking at me. He was extremely handsome and at the moment i felt like i was living a fairy tail. You know love at first sight. I don't know why i was feeling this way cause i knew it would end up as another one night stand.
He walked over and we started a good conversation. He said he recognized me from some of my music. I was getting all googly eyed and knew i had to have him even if it was only tonight. He said his name was Ajae. I was praying that that would be the name exiting my mouth tonight.
(3 months later)
It had been three months since that night in the bar since i met Ajae and we were still together. He was amazing! I knew i had found a good thing or so i thought.
It was a cold day in December when i caught him. I was walking along the street when i stopped to buy a bottle of gin. I entered the store, bought the large bottle and began to walk out. I was almost out when i heard a smash and there was Ajae and another man kissing behind the beer.
I dropped the bottle and it shattered. He turned and looked into my eyes. The smile that was there disappeared from his face. I was so broken.
I ran out and got into my car. Just as i was pulling out Ajae jumped in from of my car to stop me. I stopped and he ran to my side of the car.
"SAM it was not what it looked like!" "WHAT THE HELL WAS IT THEN CAUSE IT LOOKED LIKE YOU WERE SHARING LUNCH WITH ANOTHER MAN!"
He moved away from my car and i haven't seen him since.
(2 weeks later)
I was still sore from my previous heart break so i decided to write out my stress.
My new song as titled good thing. It has the most meaning than them all so far.
"I had a dream i was mugged outside your house, in a panic you came running out. For a moment you were sure i die on you, and for a moment i believed you loved me to. But life is never like this and you were never strong, too much of a good thing, wont be good for long."
I feel better now. Next stop Atlanta Georgia.
What is in store.........?

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Leave your lover (Sam Smith fan fiction)
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