Memories [C.J.L]: Book 2 - ✔️

I-I Can't Do This Anymore...

Song| Say Goodbye
By| Chris Brown

Luna~Maë POV

"I'm sorry Hayes but I can't keep this from you any longer, it's just gonna hurt me even more. The truth is that, the reason I've been acting weird is- *record scratches, time freezes* Right now, You might be wondering how this all started? Or, how did you even get here? Let's jump back to 10 hours ago.

10 Hours Earlier

"YOU WHAT?!?" Lilly screamed. I'm on FaceTime with Lilly right now about what happened last night.

"SHHH, all of Sydney can hear you, wanna shout it out over to America now?" I replied sarcastically.

"Does Hayes know?" Lilly asked more quieter.

"Do I know what?" Hayes said, walking into my room. I slammed my laptop shut and turned to him.

"Hayes, you didn't tell me you were coming," I chuckled nervously.

"Surprise!!! By the way, who were you talking to?" He asked me.

"Uh, myself?" I asked.

"No, I know how you sound when you talk to yourself cause you always do those weird old deep man voices," he chuckled, kissing my cheek.

"Haha, you know me so well, LETS GO FIND JAX AND SEE WHAT HES UP TO!" I exclaimed, jumping off my bed and running to find Jax.

By the time I find Jax, I "picked" him up, walked over to the couch, and sat there with Jax till Hayes came and Jax went off.

"REALLY MAN, I THOUGHT WE WERE BROS, AMIGOS, BESTIES, BFF'S, PARTNER IN CRIME- Maë, are you ok?" Hayes asked me kneeling down to my level. I turn away to avoid spilling everything and since I felt guilty. He sighed and gently held my face against his.

"Maë, I know when you hiding stuff from me because you get off topic easily, then you don't back to that topic," Hayes said, looking me in the eyes. From that moment there, I wanted to just spill everything out to him, I sorta wish that I could take back last night.

"I'm fine, I guess I'm just stressed from all these projects that I've been doing," I sighed. Hayes stood up and is his thinking face.

"What are you thinking about?" I asked him.

"Something," he replied. As soon as he gets an idea, he started to leave.

"Where are you going?"

"I'll be back at 7pm, just be dressed by then," Was all that Hayes said then left. That's when Jax finally arrived and sat next to me.

"So NOW you come when I don't need help, I love you so much," I chuckled. I just hope that whatever Hayes has planned, PLEASE.DONT.INVITED...

Time Skip To That Night

Luna~Maë Outfit

"CARSON?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!" I whisper-yelled, pulling him to the  side. So clearly, Hayes idea was to invite all my closet friends and take me to, Betty's Boba Tea And Karaoke Bar, to relax. But how can I if MY BOYFRIEND INVITED THE GUY THAT I JUST KISS AND HE DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT IT!!!

"Ha- I KNOW THAT IT'S JUST, I-I," I started rambling on and on about random things till, Carson took both my hands in his, I yank them away from him, and got up in his face.

"This, THIS whatever it is has to stop! I honestly can't do this anymore, listen, what happened last night, forget about it, in fact, JUST FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING! I never thought that it was a bad idea to come back, the only reason I came back was to see my friends, especially you, I thought that all this drama with guys would be done when I got back, but now it's coming back. But, now that I came back, it was the worst mistake of my life, I'm leaving, no, I'm going back to Australia, and I'm staying there for good! I-I WISH THAT I NEVER MET YOU!" I said crying, storming out of the mall, calling and über.

By the time I make it home, I ran up to my room, threw my suitcase on my bed, and started packing up. After I was all packed, I bought a ticket for the next flight to Sydney. I sat on my bed and just cried. Sometimes, you just to have a really good cry once in a while. Jax comes into my room, and lays his head in my lap. I just cried even more, kissed his head, and then sent a text to Hayes.

Text Conversation

🌻MaëMaë🌻: Hayes, I love you so much and these amazing 2 1/2 years with you have been the greatest, you always found a way to make me smile or laugh through the darkest of times. Your always the first thing I think of every morning when I wake up, and before I go to sleep at night. I'm so lucky to have you in my life, you understand all my little quirks, my weird habits, my obsession with Disney, and my song references. I'm glad that you also love me for me, and what I'm about to Say? Text? Whatever, it's going to hurt me more than you. I'm sorry to say? Text? You know what I mean? but we have to break up. Your the most amazing boyfriend that I have ever had, there won't go a day when I never think about you, Love you Hash Brown💜💜

~MFlower🌻

Sent at 10:39pm

I can't believe I did that, I let the one who I truly understands me out of my life. I just kept on crying and crying till I cried myself to sleep.

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Aww, MAË STILL DIDN'T GET HER BOBA TEA!!!😭😫☕️

Maë: AND I'M PISSED!!! I always get mah boba tea!!! 😑😤😭😫☕️

Me: CALM DOWN A BIT CHILD!!!🙄😤😫

But Maë broke up with Hayes,

Maë also kicked Carson out of her life (And after everything 😭)

She's going back to Australia guys,

Will she finally leave forever?

Will Hayes ever find out why Maë broke up with him?

How will he react to the text?

Will Maë and Carson ever talk again?

Will Carson move on for good?

MY BEST FRIEND AND I WERE PLAY VOLLEYBALL TODAY, SHE SERVED THE BALL, AND HIT MY HEAD IN PURPOSE!!!!😑😭😫🏐

I YELL AT HER, "WHAT THE DUCKS WAS THAT FOR??" She replied, "AT THE BEGINNING OF THE SCHOOL YEAR YOU HIT ME WITH A PLASTIC BASEBALL BAT BY ACCIDENT!!"

I honestly hate and love her so much that I can't kill her 😂🤕😫😤🙄

SEE YA ON THE FLAP SIDE!!!😂🐥
(^Worst pun ever😂💀^)

~Mia🐥⭐️