»Heartbeat« (Vkook Smut)

ċɦaքtɛʀ 18 - aʄtɛʀ stօʀʏ քt.4

({A/N: This gonna be the last chapter..Just wanted to make sure that I'm not really satisfied with this ending, but hope you still like it tho. Enjoy)}

It was the day of the first snowfall. I was right before to take the step into my new future. Just one step into the begin of my dream. Of our dream.

Without him.

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"You sure you didnt forget anything?", Jin asked me and I nodded. "Don't worry.", I said and smiled into the round. Everyone came to the airport to say goodbye.

I still had a few minutes before I had to go.  "You are really sure that you dont want one of us to come with You?"  I laughed. Jin is always so caring about us like he was our mother. Well, it did feel like that anyways.

"I said you shouldn't worry, didnt I? I'm not a kid anymore" They laughed. It makes me Happy to see them smile and I hope they won't ever stop smiling.

Being at the airport reminded me of Taehyung saying he wouldn't want me to come with him back at that time. I still remember his reason. He didnt want to see me cry, but ended up doing exactly that after telling me the truth when he came back. When I think of it, I wish we had talked more about this topic. More about since when he knew all about that.

But I dont regret anything. He made me begin a new life. He gave me new hope. And  after I met him, I lived every moment with him. I dont regret the time he was with me.

While I was silently focused into my thoughts, Yoongi broke the silence and cleared his throat. I noticed he was kinda nervous and was Holding Jimin's hand. Its nothing new since they were together, but yoongi was holding it tight. Really tight.

"You see guys...I decided to tell you something since Jungkook is still here." I hope it's nothing bad. I saw Jimin blushing and looking at the ground.

"Well, I actually proposed to Jimin."

We all gasped, our eyes widened. No one really said something, but I could hear Jin mumble something. "Why is my child growing up so fast?"

"Congratulations.", I said and  lifted Jimin's head to look up. He smiled, but Yoongi pushed my hands from Jimin's chin and pulled him close to him. "Mine. Don't touch him." Yoongi made Jimin blush even more while he buried his face into the olders chest.

Everyone else congratulated them as well, smiling and laughing together. "When did you propose to him, Yoongi?", Hoseok wanted to know. "About a week ago, I think."

"You could have said something!" Yoongi shook his head. "Surprise!", he said and laughed. I think no one can really imagine how happy I was for them. If Taehyung would have done that as well someday?

"Jungkook, it's time now!", Namjoon said while  looking at his watch. After I wanted to leave, they stopped me and did something what made me feel like we were a real family. We hugged each other tight and I felt warm and comfortable. I felt like we went through bad and good times all along. I felt like I was hugging a family. No, it didnt feel like that. It was exactly like that. Through the years, and it wasn't many, we became one.

Jin, who always took care of us.
Namjoon, who always helped us.
Hoseok, who gave us enough hope to believe in ourselves.
Jimin, who made us laugh anytime.
And Yoongi, who always listened to us.

Even though one special person was missing now, it still felt like he was here. And this one person made enough for us. Enough to be able to look back and say "I don't regret anything."

Enough to be graved in someone's heart forever. In my heart, forever.

This short moment felt like eternity. Still,  I wanted to stop the time, once again. But I couldn't. And I won't. I have to continue. I have to go. I have to start new.

I have to fulfill something about what we dreamed every night. About what we hoped it would come true someday. About what we've done so much to reach it. And now, the time has come. The time I can finally step forward to reach out my hand. Even though I'm without him, he's still here. By my side.

And everytime I think of him and the moments we shared together,  I try to imagine something I couldn't hear two years ago. Something, that made me feel calm. I couldn't hear it no more. But the times were I could, were times I felt alive.      I remember the times were I could hear it.

His heartbeat.

"Thank you", I whispered and made my way to the plane. Made my way to the start of a new beginning. Thanks to you, Taehyung, I could reach my goal. Thanks to you, I could smile everyday. Thanks to you, I had a reason the be alive. I love you.

And after all, after all what happened,

I smiled.

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{(A/N: I'm thinking abt starting another story..but still not sure if it should be Yoonmin or again Vkook...well, I thank you all that u read this story! More than 400 readers..didnt think I could manage that. So thankful! Hope u enjoyed this. See you hopefully next time ヽ(*≧ω≦)ﾉ)}