»Heartbeat« (Vkook Smut)

ċɦaքtɛʀ 17 - aʄtɛʀ stօʀʏ քt.3

{(A/N: Say the Name;
hope u get It XD Oke sorry let's begin. I just had to)}

I walked along the streets until I ended up at my apartment. To be honest, I was barely sleeping over at this place, because everything what had to do with the past was here. Even his scent on these sheets was still there. All these memories were here. And he, he was gone.

Everytime I was here, I felt like crying my eyes out. But today, I just wanted to fall asleep with his scent around me. I wanted to imagine he was still here.

By my side.

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>>Time.skip.<<
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Everytime I woke up, I realized once again I'm alone. I just wanted to fall back asleep and then wake up again hoping it was all a dream. No matter how many times I tried to do this, it didnt help. Everything was still the same. Like now.

I got up, changed into new clothes and made my way to Hoseok. Since we wanted to meet up at 12am I was a little late, so I hurried and didnt even eat anything.

I knocked a few times and he opened the door, revealing his bright smile behind the door. I wished I could smile like that as well. I wished I would look truly happy. I wished I would be and I wouldn't act anymore.

"Come inside.", he said while opening the door a little further so I could get in. We sat in the living room and he brought some snacks and drinks on the table.

"So, what was it you wanted to talk about?", he asked taking a sip of his cup of coffee. "I decided to go abroad.", I said while trying not to look down, but directly into his eyes to sound proud and sure. He gasped. "What!? Why so sudden!?"

"I decided to go abroad to fulfill my dream, since I think I have better chances there to open up a place for people who want to be teached how to sing and to dance."

He raised a brow and put his cup back on the table. I think he noticed. "Now, Jungkook, tell me the real reason." God damn, why am I that bad in lying?
"Okay, look. Taehyung and my dream was  to go abroad together. So he could open an acting school and I could open a sing and dance school. But since he's..." He nodded.

"I understand. Did you tell the others?" I shook my head. "Do it before you go. And when do you want to leave first of all?"
"As soon as possible. I wanted to ask Namjoon if he could arrange something for me." He smiled. "Good idea. He's gonna help you for sure."

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>>Time.skip.<<
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"Please, Namjoon-Hyung~", I begged him to help me. He was busy since he started a solo career as a rapper one year ago, but still decided to help me. He got up and went out of the room. Coming back with his laptop in his hand. "Let's see..", he said and started to look for tickets for the next flight to Los Angeles. "As soon as possible you said, right?" I nodded. "Then It's next monday." Everything was settled. Taehyung and me saved up enough money, so I was ready. Ready to fulfill at least my dream. I wish he could have fulfilled his one as well. But I hope I'm gonna make him Happy with this.

After I told everyone what I was gonna do, they supported me. My family as well, they finally accepted what I wanted. After that, I made my way to Taehyung's grave.

I sat down and started to smile. "Guess what, I'm gonna fulfill our dream."   I didn't need to imagine him smile, I was sure he already did. "Next monday I will leave. So for a while, I won't come to visit you.", I looked down. "But you're still by my side, right? So I won't Worry!", I laughed and looked up again.

I am

I could hear him again.

"And you know what? Namjoon Hyung helped to arrange things!"

Thank you, hyung.

"And everyone supported me right away after I told them everything.", I smiled again.

Thanks everyone for making my bunny happy.

"I'm looking forward to the day I come back to Korea to tell you about everything."

Me too. I'm looking forward to see you smile once again.

"But for now, I have to leave. The hyungs want to eat with me at Jin's house to talk about my plans."

Thank you, Hyungs, for staying by his side.

"They surely are waiting for me right now."

Thank you, for not leaving him alone.

"I love You Tae, see you next time!", I smiled and got up.

Take care. I love you too, Kookie.

"I hope I'll keep hearing you, when I come back.", I whispered and walked away.

{(A/N: I'm sorry if It's a little confusing for some people. The things which are written like that "thank you"  are of the side of Taehyung. Hope you did understand. Sorry if its boring or bad.
..see you next time ヽ(*≧ω≦)ﾉ)}