Tree house

I ran up to the tree house, admiring it from out side and then I hear something, I was so amazed about what I found that I didn't hear it till I heard a screech and then I remembered I'm still talking to lynea." Hey sorry about that it is just so amazing." " yeah remember when we wanted a tree house so we had somewhere to go so we just went somewhere and made our on hangout." Wow we were 11 when we did that, I miss that place." Yeah I remember I miss it." " i know but go inside and tell me what it looks like." I crawled up the ladder and opened the door to a empty room with a desk in it." What does it look like. " " It's empty but there's a desk in the corner and wow, the walls are covered in lyrics. It's..... it's amazing." " It sounds so cool, can't wait till I can fly out there and see you." "Me neither, how long until you can." I wish she could come right now." I don't know but it might be a while I'm not sure." I sighed in the phone and she obviously heard me because she said"it's ok, we can still talk everyday." " I know it's just I need to see you in person." "I know but I have to go, my moms making me do all the chores because my sister is at a friends house." "Ok I think I'm going to leave, it's getting late anyway and I need to find my way back before it gets dark." "Ok but why did you run away anyway." "Because I asked her to move back home but she said no and I had to stay with her and stuff like that so I got irritated so I left." "Ok but now I really have to go bye. " "Bye."I hung up and was going to leave but I didn't want to so I stayed and just stared at all the lyrics on the walls. I got my art book out a started drawing a tree house and then I went home because if I can't find my way in the light I can only imagine what I would do in the dark. I got to the gate and didn't want to go back and see my mom, so I just crawled through my window so my mom didn't know I was home so I could get some time to just sleep and not get interrupted. I have to say it is hard to sneak in my window when it's a two story house, and I'm on the second floor. i woke up the next day and just layed in my bed, never wanting to move. I finally got up and went down stairs. My mom already left for work so I made some eggs and bacon and went up to my room and watch tv. Once I was done I got dressed, grabbed my backpack and went into the forest. I got in the tree house and was finishing my drawing. Once I did that I got my ukulele out and started playing. I played a few songs then went home. I just wanted to stay in the tree house forever, it was such a quiet and relaxing place. I got home and got a call it was lynea and we just talked about the town and about missing each other then hung up. I went to my bathroom that connects to my room and closed the door. I grabbed a blade that was in a box and ran it across my skin 5 times. Then I just cleaned them up, wrapped them and then went back to my room. I liked my life but in the ruff times all I wanted to do was die. Back at home my mom had a boyfriend and I think that's the real reason we left. My mom would come in my room every 2mins and yell at me because he abused her and me but she took it all out on me after. but enough about the past. I started to unpack and I found a picture of me and all my friends in front of my Christmas tree. I really did miss them and I missed our times when we would hang out and walk around our little town till 2 in the morning. I set it on my desk and then just laid on my bed thinking about my life back at home. Some memories good, most bad. Let's just say my life was a screw up but that's why I love my friends, they would try to help me through it and sometimes they did, sometimes I just didn't tell them.