Tree house

Its him

He looked up at me and I froze. It was Tyler joseph, I felt a little embarrassed when he looked at my drawings because they were pretty much all of him, josh and some other stuff that I don't want to talk about. I wasn't fazed by him at all for some reason and that was kinda weird for me because every time I pictured meeting him I would be that person who is so excited that they can't talk." Hey," he said while looking up at me with his beautiful dark brown eyes. "H-hey, uh you probably want me to be by yourself ." I started to stand up when he grabbed my arm." No you can stay." We sat across from each other on opposite sides of the tree house."Thanks, I'm Gretchen." " I'm Tyler," "I know I am a big fan." "Yeah I could tell." He said pointing at the drawings." They are really good." "Thanks i love drawing." "You like music." "Yes I taught my self." I said looking at the ukulele.it was quite but he broke the silence." why do you like to come up here." "I don't know I guess it's just cool." "Me too I have been coming here since I was little." "I think thats cool, I wish I could of had something like this at my old house." "So your my new neighbor." "Oh I didn't know you were my neighbor." It was silent for a little bit but then he broke the silence." So what's the real reason you come out here." "I told you because I like-." I was cut off by him saying." No what's the actual reason you come here." I can't tell him he will think I'm weird and never talk to me again."Uh, my mom. I mean I love her she's my mom but she can be kinda mean at times and I just can't be there, that's actually how I found this place, me and her got in a fight and I ran away and found the tree house. So it helps when I need somewhere quiet and peaceful." "Do you like it here in Ohio." "I mean I am adjusting to it because it wasn't my idea to move here in the first place."For about an hour we just talked about his tour and my hometown and stuff like that. It got quite again, it looked like he was going to say something but I beat him to it." I have to get home it's getting kinda late." "Ok I will walk with you" "Ok." The walk was quite but that's ok I got to meet my role model and I wasn't even fazed by it. We got to my house and we said our goodbyes." Well you have a goodnight and I hope I can see you again." He said looking down at his feet." Ok I'd like that. Have a goodnight Tyler" "you to Gretchen." I got in the house ran up stairs and jumped on my bed as everything that just happened hit me. I got dinner and went to bed since I had school tomorrow. I layed in bed just thinking while the voices started to talk,
He doesn't like you
He probably thinks your weird
You should die
No one will care
They were keeping me up all night. Around 3 I started to drift off and be taken by sleep.